BED or somethin else?

I struggle with ED over 16 years. I had anorexia, then bulimia, then I stopped purging but still binging. I have been with at least 7 counselors and all of them were not helpful. I really need some advice to help me to figure out what type of treatment to seekI know all about checking your emotions when I eat, but he problem is I HAVE NO emotions. I start eating (binging) in the middle of the night half asleep, right after meal (when I am already full), all of a sudden just because  I walked in the kitchen. A lot of times because the food is just in front of me, and I even don’t like the tase of it! I keep telling myself (while I am eating!): this is wrong, you need to stop, you are even not hungry, why do you eat? You are going to be so miserable ect, but nothing stops me. I stop only when I get physically sick. It’s almost like 2 different people: one is stuffing food and another one is trying to figure out why  and reason with the first. But it does not work. This happens almost every day