Can't stop being sick

Hi everyone, I'm new to this website so not sure how everything works exactly! My problem is I think I have bullimia.  I don't eat breakfast or lunch (I may have a clementine) and around 7pm I will have about 5 bowls of museli until I can't eat anymore then I throw it all up.  I don't keep any food in the house because I know I'll eat in and be sick.  When I go to my mums I'll eat everything such as, biscuits, chocolates etc then rush back to my house and throw up.  Sometimes I'll go to the shops and buy a tub of icecream and a bag of donuts and eat it all and be sick.  If I don't binge I starve myself.  I don't know what to do because I feel like its contolling me now. My whole life revolves around this.  I'm so irritable and moody with people and quite a few have commented on it.  The other day my mum said 'wheresmy happy chatty daughter gone?'  I'm in the middle of my masters and my boyfriend dumped me just before christmas and went of with someone else.  I wish \i could just toughen up...

[Kay104]

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[jo929]

Kay have you not read about all of the people that have had eating disorders some keep it up until their is no hope there is a reason you do not eat breakfast and lunch if you do not know the reason then you had better get to a dr that takes care of these kind of problems if you dont know one then go to reg doctor as soon as you can this is very serious.  lots luck  jo

[Kay104]

i'm having a routine blood test in a few days. will it show that i have bulimia...

[holeypurlgirl]

No, a routine blood test will not show that you have Bulimia. It is a mental disorder. I am a recovering Anorexic/Bulimic. Yes, you are Bulimic. Yes, you need to see a doctor, but not an M.D. You need to see a psch. or counselor who specializes in the field of eating disorders. I waited 13 years before getting help. I wish I had gotten help so long ago. It has been the best thing I have ever done. My eating disorders have tainted every relationship I have ever formed, from my parents ( who have no idea) to my husband, my boss, my kids, you get the idea.....just get help. If you have any questions, message me. I am an open book.

[kaltiki]

you dont need to toughen up.. trust me you probrtbly one of the toughest most hardened people you know,,, the diasese does this to us you begin to believe you are week and this is why no one cares ... its not true... in fact our beliefe in this is what pushes people way...i have bulimia and have had fr more years than i can count if i can help one person escape and understand this problem i will have done something with  my time ... if you have bulimia this test will likely show that you are iron deficeint and have health problema but bulimia is a terribly ignore issue if you wanna talk reply and i will give you my contact details...