So...I remember when I was 9 years old, I looked up at my legs and thought they were fat. I thought I was fat and I actually went on a dket for two days by eating just soup. I never love my body. I always thought I was fat. And now I'm 15 and I'm obssessed with my weight and what I'm eating. I starve myself and self harm. I tried to purge once, but I'm afraid to throw up so I didn't. I got suicidal thoughts. I am so ashamed of my body. Each time I look myself in the mirror I feel so disgusting and fat and horrible. I'm ashamed to walk in the street, to be in public stresses me, I hate myself
So I wondered, have I got an eating disorder or a disorder in my head?
Well, you do have a problem with eating and the obsession with body image is a part of this. Actually you may be quite good looking, but you could be having a negative perception of your body because you may not be as proportionate as models etc. Also, starving etc is part of an eating disorder. Please consult a doctor who treats eating disorder. Treatment will be a combination of medication and psychotherapy. You would be taught to eat healthy and exercise such that your body image and confidence increases. Take care!
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