Yeps, binging is a compulsive disorder, as well as a dangerous one. I've messed up my body and I'm never going to be completely healthy again, stop while you can. You have a serious form of it, because you want to eat more then food, you could perforate your throat or your stomach and bleed out. You need to get help NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That is typical Bulimia. People here are fine, but I suggest you look for someone in person that may be able to help you (therapist, doctor, family, friend, etc...)
Well it is bulima depending on how much you vommit and how often, come on tonight if you can and we can talk.