Sick.

Hey, I'm 16 and I don't eat.
Simple as that. I never get hungry and I never feel full. Usually I just forget to eat
I'm 5'7 and 93 lb's. Something wrong with that!
I've looked it up and have been told I have anorexia-nervosa..
Due to a traumatic childhood of not being allowed to eat enough
Now, I don't know I look at myself and I KNOW I'm too thin but I FEEL enormous
I don't want to get fat. I feel like I'm slowly killing myself but eating or the thought of eating just makes my stomach turn.
I don't eat meat because it's disgusting and it'll make me fat.
I don't eat sugar because it'll make me fat (I'm a teenager and I haven't had a slurpee in 3 years)
I don't drink juice or milk it'll make me fat ( I only drink water)
I don't eat cooked veggies it takes out vitamins
So I only eat
Bread
Salad
Water
And plain cherios with water
What do I do now?
I want to be thin and healthy
Not sick looking and anorexic. :(

[PuppyPup]

Reach out for help before it's too late.

[nana1964]

Hi, i read what you wrote here and my heart got so sad because is the same history with my daughter only that she is younger than you, did your mom and dad know about your situation? do youhave a doctor to talk to?, this illnes is very dificult and you NEED TO FIND HELP before you die, you can die in your sleep, your organs are stopping to work slowly but surely and each of them will get worse if you dont eat,you are destructing your body and your soul, your brain is being destroy too, you are loosing your life and need to find a Eating desorder doctor,a good therapist and most of all you have to trust your parents and work hard with the doctors, no matter what happens en your life before in no wayto change it now but you can make a better future for you and let the past die and not your body, take care of this situation with the real importance that it have,you are killing yourself is that simple, look for help soon and God bless you and protec you every day of your life...if you need somebody to talk to here I am,you can contact me anytime and I will hold your hand from here and my heart will be with you....take care