do YOU think im anorexic?

so, I've been dealing with this problem for a while now, its a weight problem obviously.. I don't want to get into a huge life story, but basically, when I was little I was chubby, my dad nicknamed me 'watermelon' because I was so fat. My dad even made me wake up early in the morning to make me excercise, he would compare me to one of my sisters and say "why can't you be as skinny as donnette?"

As I started to get older I got introduced to 'diet' pills. my family got into diet pills and for a whole summer I lost a lot of weight. everyone was losing weight in my house, and so was I but I never felt, and I still don't feel like its enough. and ever since I've been stuck on my weight, I have 3 older sisters that ALWAYS complain about their weight, and I just listen to them say how FAT they are, and I just look at myself in the mirror and get discusted, I weight 126.5 pounds, I'm 15, and I just don't eat, being honest here, I don't eat breakfast, lunch or dinner, I can go 3 days without eating, and when I do I look at myself in the mirror and finally feel happy that I'm losing weight. I alwas get asked if I've eaten and I say yes I ate earlier, so there goes my dinner, I even throw away some of my food so that I don't eat a lot. recently my family has noticed my weight loss, and start *joking* around with me and say 'nelly, stop starving yourself' non of my clothes fit me. I started eating again for about a week so that my family can get off my back, but I couldn't do it, I loooked SOOO fat, I just wore a sweater to school because I felt so ugly..I weighed 145 about 2 months ago I'm about 5'2.

I've even gotten into snorting meth to lose weight, I'm not even in it for the high, I just want to lose more and more weight, and when I do eat, I feel gross, like, I regret eating. I look and feel so fat. One day I couldn't even look at myself, I had to cover my mirror in my room because I got really grossed out by my body.. anyways, i just want to know what YOU think is wrong with me, any suggestions, any little notes, ANYTHING I don't care, just tell me. Please.

[Dr. Kokil Mathur]

Hi!
Yes, you do have an eating problem or anorexia. This cycle of binge eating, anorexia, etc are normal in an eating disorder. A person overeats, then feels guilty, throws up food or tries to stay off food. A positive frame of mind is very important for treatment. Take up yoga for that will help you. Join any good center in your area. Apart from this, you need proper diagnosis and treatment without which success is not possible. The treatment involves various types of behavior therapies, nutritional guidance, medications to control hunger, food satiety, and exercise and yoga. Please consult a good psychologist/psychiatrist who specializes in eating disorders. Take care!