i've OD alot can i still have a baby?........ STD's

i have to ?'s for any one who'll listen... one is, i dnt no if i can get pregnant in the future
i've been ODing for 2 1/2 years now since my dad died, n im nt sure what all i've taken
but i'll list wat i do no...

naproxin, 22 t. 50mgs each
Vicodin idk how much
Sertaline  800mg, 1300mg and 700mgs
morphine 6 t. 50mg each
trazodone idk how much but like 5 times
ibuprofen dnt no how much
aspen idk
alot of different pain killers
i've OD one more than one drug at a time plez help me i rely do love kids
and would like to no if i cn still have a baby, FYI i haven't OD for 2 weeks
maybe alittle less now but im rely trying to get better...


my 2nd ? is bout STD's how can i tell if i have one wit out getting checked
i was rely depressed a few times n kinda lost my mind n i haven't got checked
since after i was raped back n October i've been wit 8 men since then n i dnt rely no them all tht
well jus from off Myspace n wat nt, i have abdominal pain but im also on my period
i have irritation tho, itching i cnt rely tell if i burn but its nt a good feeling im having
ik i sound like a **** but im nt rely i jus got way too depressed way to quick n gave n to the men
who wanted to have sex plez plez plez help me figure out wats wrong wit me,
im scared to nt have kids n i dnt wanna die any more  

[Zoelula]

You've actually posted in an eating disorder clinic, but my heart goes out to you and I want to give you some input as someone who is a lot older than you but went through a lot when I was young as well. You CAN live a good life, and you can have children as part of that good life, but you have some work to do to get there. Yes, you should get checked out for STDs so it can be treated if you have one; you don't want to let that go. But more important you need to get help with your emotions, your depressed feelings and your self-destructiveness. Ask your doctor or your school counselor to refer you to a therapist. The therapist will help you figure out why you feel so bad about yourself and help you change that, but it will take time and work. They might prescribe medication for depression after they evaluate you. Take care of yourself, and get some help. Nobody on a website can do it for you. You deserve a good life and the children you dream of.
Zoe

[maddie93]

i was on zoloft but my mom doesn't think its a good idea for me to take them for a little
since i OD on them.... i dnt no how im gonna be able to get checked i dnt have a doctor any more because my mom wanted to switch n she hasn't got me another n i dnt have a car
i dnt even no where the place is it makes me sound stupid, cn i still have babies since i OD
alot?

ty Zoe

[Zoelula]

Talk to someone at your school to help you get a doctor and a therapist. If the Zoloft was helping, maybe your mom would be willing to give them to you each day so you can't OD. I doubt your ODing has made you unable to have babies, but I'm not a doctor. What you need to do is get a hold of your problems long before you are ready for babies. Talk to someone at your school and get help...please.

[maddie93]

um, who do i talk to since i home schooled? jw n ty so much

[Zoelula]

Oh, that's different. I'm sorry I don't know much about it. Do you have some kind of adviser or someone you meet with sometimes? If not, I'm wondering who prescribed you the Zoloft? That person can refer you to a therapist. Also, if you look in the phonebook under Mental Health or under the name of your County you will find a Mental Health Center that is run by the county you live in. All counties have them and they are required to provide services free or low cost. It might be called Mental Health or Behavioral Health. I don't really understand why your mother hasn't found you a new doctor. You probably didn't tell her you think you have an STD. You can get that treated free at a Planned Parenthood Office. Also, most locations have free or low cost medical clinics where you can get medical treatment and also get a referral for mental health.

I don't know how old you are, but if everything seems overwhelming, perhaps there is an adult you trust that can support you in getting help. A friend's parent? A neighbor? Someone from church? An aunt? Anyone you trust.

[maddie93]

wen i was raped i had to go to councilling (spelled tht wrng) then wen i cut myself n OD they put me n the mental hospital where they gave me the drugs... i dnt go to church n my neighbor is close wit mom n she doesn't like me every no old enough to help will tel mom
wait no i forgot bout one shery she's my art teacher of an art club held at an old school i only c her on thursdays she knew bout me cutting n alot of stuff so maybe i cn tel her n get help...
i rely wanna get my act together i wanna be around to c my nephew grow up n later have babies of my own:)

[Zoelula]

Sounds like a good idea to talk to Sherry and get help.

[maddie93]

ya i'll do tht :)