scared to die

[ibeed]

I dont have money to get meds i need every month or to see a doctor wat should do i cant get help no medicaid or care or disiabilty i just feel like buying a gun and killing myself i have a seizure like three to for times a month i am at my end i hope god will stil love me if i shoot myself

[bigsissie]

Check and see if there are any clinics in your area that offer a sliding scale fee. They oftentimes help with medications also by giving samples ect. Nothing is worth shooting yourself over. Without storms there would be no rainbows. Best wishes, Sissie

[Arti Sharma, M.D.]

Hello,
I will advise you to arrange a visit to a doctor. It is very important to confirm whether you have seizure disorder or not. There are several conditions which can mimic seizures like a syncope, parasomnias, and movement disorders. Other conditions mimicking seizures are conversion disorder, panic attacks and migraine attacks. A clinical examination and an EEG may be recommended.Antiseizure medications are prescribed based on the type of seizure you are having. Almost 70% of people can get their seizures controlled once right medication is started. Do consult   neurologist.
Take care and regards!