Hello
I don't know what caused it, but I am now suffering from erectile dysfunction. Within 3 months my desire was almost non existent. Maybe once a week I will get a weak erection randomly that lasts about 5 seconds. Only by applying extreme pressure to the penis can I get a consistent weak erection for masturbation. I am 19, I saw 3 doctors and none of them took me serious or said anything was wrong, probably because I've never had sex or tried it. I know what it was like getting erections just weeks before the onset of my problems, its not normal amongst anyone I have talked too. I know my sex drive is incredibly lacking for my age as well. I don't believe them that it suddenly takes a dive in one day, but I had another problem that has made these concerns a thing of the past.
I experienced some sort of injury to my scrotum. It now hangs lower than its usual low, and doesn't react to temperature as well. An incredibly cold shower will not cause it to rise up as quick or tight as it used too. Also even the slightest movements by my body cause it to sway. Its like the skin got abnormally lose. It itches a bit and I find myself constantly having to move it about. I've tried briefs and boxer briefs, in various sizes. No matter how lose or tight, it only makes it worse. One testicle will sit on top of the other and it feelings very strange, I absolutely cannot get anything done when I try to wear briefs, its that bothering.
Also in my injury, my right testicle doubled in size that day. Every doctor I saw comment on its "very large size", but at the time I didn't have the courage to mention it grow abnormally one day when it got hurt. My right testicle is in a small amount of pain just from being touched, it is a bit harder than the left as well. The strangest thing is, if I observe it with no cloths on, I see it moving about. As if its rolling in place in my scrotum, the left one doesn't seem to be moving about.
I think this spinning/movement, along with what appears to be excessive skin in the back, is causing it to itch a bit and bother me. That and the fact it sways uncontrollably with the slightest movements. I never thought the simple act of walking across a room would cause so much discomfort. The doctors were not able to view this, because although my scrotum seems numbed to temperature, it isn't to fear or anxiety, and it was raised high when seeing them. When its pulled tight, usually do to anxiety and not cold, it doesn't bother me that much, I just need to itch it every 10 minutes.
I cannot imagine going through 50-60 more years like this assuming I die of old age, I can imagine a life without sex, because my drive is very low, but I can't imagine dealing with this every day. Working is much more of a pain because I'm always fighting the urge to itch/move and its constant bothering me. I just want to give in more. Everything I do now takes a lot more effort, because I don't just put up with the struggles of my work but this scrotum as well. I was a top student, and still am, but its much harder. I was interested in enrolling in a challenging graduate program, but now I can't imagine myself keeping up this work ethic with this bothersome scrotum. I don't want to think some strange, undocumented scrotum issues will keep me from some of my dreams, but the reality is I can't go a minute of my life without it itching/feeling strange/uncomfortable/dangling oddly. Driving is absolute hell, because of the way my seat is reclined, it feels like my scrotum and balls are being sucked under myself.
What can I do about this scrotum, living this way is ridiculous. My life is a constant endurance struggle, I only get small breaks when I am very, very cold and feeling lots of anxiety. Its really just trading problems, I could use some heart stopping anxiety now, because I'm sick of this scrotum. What can I do? I haven't been able to find anything remotely similar to what I'm experiencing. I will see another doctor, but chances are they will just nod their head and not give a damn or believe a word I am saying. Please, any suggestions?