I have been so upset lately. Stress is weighing on me for many reasons. My weight is one of the reasons. I am 259 lbs as of right now, my weight goes up and down constantly.
I try not to eat unhealthy often but I cannot afford large amounts of fresh vegetables, fruits or meat because they're so expensive, and I only get $200 to spend on food for my boyfriend and I. I am in college and have no job or car, so I have no access to a gym or track. Floor exercises kill my lower back, and I'm always stuck at home because my boyfriend works constantly. He works night shift which means we sleep during daylight hours.
I have PCOS and have to take birth control, which really messes me up weight-wise. It's a never ending cycle. I have PCOS which can be worse in overweight women, but birth control makes me gain even more weight, so the problems feed one another. I don't know what to do really.