eye question

in the last two years my pupils have reduced in size significantly and have gone into the back of my head.the appearance of them because of this is really unattractive.this has made me severely depressed as i had big pupils.i feel there is something wrong but the opthalmologist said there was nothing wrong,although i didnt ask him what i cuold do about it.When i was a friends party before i took an ecstacy tablet and this pushed my pupil forward and enlarged it a lot, obviously this isnt a permanent solution.I was wondering what is the answer whether it would be some form of eye drops to dilate my pupils significantly or surgery?i have heard of the morcher dilator.i have tried mydriatics when i was in spain as they require no prescription there but they only had a small effect.i need to know what my options are as this is ruining my life and really depressing me?

[John C Hagan III, MD, FACS, FAAO]

You need to get over it. Pupils are tiny in infants get larger in young adults then start to get smaller as we age and very old people in their late 80's have tiny pupils like infants. Dilation drops don't work well and a Morcher dilator is for surgery in the eye.

JCH III MD