Help, I need the advice of a doctor.
A year ago I was seeing many doctors for many pains and problems: headaches,
pelvicKegel exercises
Pelvic adhesions
Pelvic inflammatory disease (pid)
Pelvic laparoscopy
Prostatitis - nonbacterial
Uterine prolapse pain, breakthrough bleeding,
insomniaDepression and insomnia
Insomnia concerns
Primary insomnia
Sleeping difficulty, backaches, anxiety,
INSOMNIADepression and insomnia
Insomnia concerns
Primary insomnia
Sleeping difficulty, etc. I was perscribed many meds. and many were controlled. I had a general practioner confront me about "doc. hopping," he had received a letter from my insurance saying I'd been given too many Rxs. He felt I was taking too much, and I guess I agreed and said I'd get "help." I didn't think I was doc. hopping, and no one helped me in the year I'd seen 8 different doc.s, and there is a history of
addictionDrug abuse and dependence in the
familyBirth control and family planning
Choosing a primary care provider
Ewing’s sarcoma
Family troubles - resources and I could see the meds as out of
controlControl
Control rx. So, I went to an addiction specialist and he tried to sell me his brand of herbal tea?? It was not applicable to me and I didn't pursue "help." AFter I was confronted, I refused to go to the doc. even though I suffered still from the headaches, backaches, anxiety, etc. I just stopped taking any pills and did not seek them in any way. I just worked out more and kept. busy.
My husband made me go when I would writh in pain unable to go to work or have sex. Finally, after nine months of not going to any doctors, and not taking any meds, I saw my fourth OBGYN and she ordered a sonogram. Turns out I had softball size tumors on my ovaries. Further investigation revealed an elevated CA-125(REALLY ELEVATED) >1300. Surgery discovered stage four ovarian cancer. Cancer was resected from uterus, lost one ovary, removed cancer from the other, the umodendum(fat layer over stomach/pelvis)removed and six days in the hospital.
My prognosis is amazingly good. My oncologist doesn't know about the "letter" that my insurance sent to my gen. practioner over a year ago. I only took the pain meds post surgery and as little as I could and often went without for fear he would find out about this letter and yell at me or refuse to treat me. My cancer is under control, however, I have HORRIBLE restless legs and often go 4-5 days without sleeping and have terrible pain. They had me in some contraption that did lead to nerve pressure during surgery 8wks ago. The discomfort has not gone away, it's gotten worse. I am scared to tell my doc. I don't want him thinking I'm "seeking" but these restless legs are torture.
You'll say to tell him everything, fine, but what happens when he kicks me out for allegedly doc. hopping a year and a half ago? I'm scared because there are only two specialists in gynocological oncology and my doc. is really terrific. I still am not sure I think I was doing anything wrong- and no one ever found my cancer- my pain was REAL. I have taken buckets of calcium, potassium, unisom, valerian root, and tylenol to deal with these restless legs at home, but I still suffer with this!