After going through this myself w/our donor cycle, I completely sympathize. We had to wait over 6 months for our donor to become available. It was totally worth it but it was agony waiting to start - good luck on your upcoming cycle!!
I am sorry you are feeling down. Things always seem to take so long!!! But remember that things will happen when the time is right and things happen for a reason which we may not understand right now. I know it is disappointing but at least you can look forward to getting a donor in September. You kow the saying that good things come to those who wait...I sure hope it is true...for all of us. I hoep you feel better soon. Stay strong.
Im sorry to hear you didnt get your embies..and I wish the whole ttc and the way we all go about it was a lot quicker to!! Try and stay positive! SSBD