AGP to the Rescue!

Here's to a lucky summer!!!  I think our old thread got pushed back somewhere so I started a new one.

[sasparilla]

Just got the call from RE.. it's a go for my D&C on May 30.. then I start my stims on or about June 3rd of 4th! Whoop.. there it is!  Whoop there it is!

[Helen72]

Congrats on scheduling!!!  What's wrong with your dh?  He is so lucky to have a person like you in his life.  He should treat you nicely  :)

[sasparilla]

Thanks Helen.. you are sweet, but I am pretty cranky these days.  Of course I would never admit that to him, but the stress of going to IVF is really getting to me.  I dont think he feels it as much b/c he doesnt have to go through the testing, wheat grass, acupuncture, U/S, B/W etc...  So I may be feeling a tad resentful.. okay.. a  lot resentful.  I know it's not his fault, but I know that he doesn't really understand what I've gone through and am about to go through to have a baby.  He's a sweet man and loves me to pieces, just can be insensitive (like evreyone can be), so I just want to poke him in the eye with a stick sometimes.  :)

[Helen72]

Sally,
I know exactly how you feel.  When we decided to go the ivf route I felt like I was sleepwalking for some time.  I could not believe that it came to that.  Yes, ivf is much more difficult on the woman but I actually found it to be physically less demanding than what I was expecting.  It's really not that bad.  You can let your dh get involved more and do your injections.  That way he knows what you are going through.  Since he is a tattoo artist he should be comfortable with needles.  My dh actually enjoys playing a doctor although he never handled a needle or a syringe before.  The worst part of ivf is the emotional ups and downs and I went through many of those.  Everyone does.  Your dh will be just as affected by the rollercoaster as yourself.  The physical part is just peanuts.  I do hope that at the end you will get that bfp and it will be all worth it!

[Asking4aMiracle]

YAY Sally, before you know it, you will be joining Helen and Me (of course if, no WHEN i find out this IVF cycle worked =) and everyother blessed mother to be on here!! so excited to get your show on the road now.

Good morning Helen, rub the belly for me for luck! i have to say, my hubby HATES giving me shots, hes afraid he is hurting me. its not him thats hurting me, its the needles, but were only half way through this! once i get the call from my RE later ill have the final say but looks like i will be triggering tonight and retrieve on Thursday. so much closer to those thick and pesky looking oil progesterone shots....BLAH!!!! =X but on a better note, i did have 21 follies today and only 20 yesterday! thats nice

[Jen7900]

Well stated, Helen! DH is SO much more invested now that he gives me the progesterone shots every night. The same man (by the way) who fainted at a pap smear!!

[Asking4aMiracle]

hey everyone, so i am triggering tonight at midnight with lupron and chroni??? ??????? something, im too uncomfortable to go actually look at the name, HCG works for me.....anywho, they are having my take lupron so that i dont hyperstimulate? 65 freakin dollars, that i do not have this week later! =Z anyway, i go in on thursday and retrieve at 11am. thats all for now...imma go rest.

[miky72]

I'm posting really late but I just got home from work...

Sally:great news!!you did a good job in convincing them!!!I'm very proud!
Asking4aMiracle:Thursday is going to be a good day!Good luck!

Helen:I cannot tell you how happy I'm about your numbers.They look amazing.
try not to worry about the spotting..brown is good because is old.How do you feel now? Any new symptoms?
Jen:how is everything??

WHAT ABOUT LISA???? Anyone heard from her??

Good night,
Miky

[Jen7900]

Hey guys,

Okay, I'm kinda starting to get nervous. Beta is on Tuesday and I really hope this worked. In fact, I know I will be broken-hearted if it doesnt. My best friend had a baby boy last week, and my other best friend called yesterday to tell me she was staring at 3 positive pg tests - we all started ttc at the same time. I am SO happy for both of them, especially my newly pg friend - she is amazing and so deserves it. Yesterday I made a comment to DH that I feel like the only one in my group of friends who isn't pg. Well...he did NOT like that. Said I needed to get rid of my S*H*I*T*T*Y attitude. How come I'm not allowed to be sad?

I'm feeling so emotional and nervous as the days get closer. Just worried about being disappointed again. And I can't get what Ms Cleo (that B*&&%*&%CH) said about my life. What if she was right? I try to be positive and optimistic - it's just my nature, but this one is tough. I think I need a little luck right now - especially til this horrible wait is over.

Thanks again for everything...love you all!
jen

[sasparilla]

I just have a quick second, but Jen.. You are a righteous sista and you are so totally allowed to have whatever feelings you want or need.  Ms. Cleo is a crack-head and needs to be put down like a rabid dog!
I am sending out a major love groove to ya!  Maybe some Chunky Monkey might fix things for today or maybe a trip to Target might be in order.
Like I said.. I'm all about feeling the positive vibes for you (even though you went to San Diego, I know you have a meth lab in your garage).

Ommmmmmmm.... special chant for you Jen!

[Jen7900]

Thanks, Sal! I had a good cry and am feeling a little better. I think I've just been trying to stay so strong that the mere idea of it not working makes me break. You are right...perhaps a trip to Target and some ice cream will do the trick.

Off to my meth lab... :)

[Helen72]

Men just don't get it!  When I found out my little cousin was expecting her third I got sooo sad and my dh said exactly the same thing!  It was also in the middle of my ivf.  I think that feeling a bit resentful is only natural.  Pregnant women in my grocery made me cry but men just don't get it.  Fortunately, everyone here can relate to the way you feel.

As for that bit&ch Ms Cleo, I can not believe that an intelligent and educated woman like yourself can believe that ****&!  It's for entertainment only and you should sue her for emotional disturbance when you get that BFP!!!!

You have less than a week left.  Hang in there!!  

[Helen72]

Why can't I swear on this forum!!!  It's infuriating!!!!   ***********************************

[Jen7900]

Oh, and to make matter even a tad more frustrating...

My oldest friend came over the other day to hang out while I've been resting and asked for a glass of water so she could take her "plan B" pill.

Thanks, Helen. Logically I understand that she was trained to defraud people - but in those moments of sheer doubt, it is easy to turn back to those thoughts. However, I have decided that there is no use in giving those ideas life. I'm hanging in there - if even by a thread!

[Helen72]

These things just always happen when you are in 2ww.  That's when I got that message from my student that she wants my leniency because she had to struggle with m/s in my class and then abortion.  Just like the story with your friend, life makes things more frustrating.

About my student, I refused to promise her a passing grade so she sold her story to a student adviser and they let her drop my class the day before the final exam (normally you have to do that in the middle of the semester).  Since you are in academia I thought you may relate to my frustration.  

Sending lots of SSBD your way!!!

[kp1212]

Hi girls,

Just dropping in for a quick howdy-doo.  Sorry to be so silent lately...

Had a D@MN tooth pulled today.  My mouth is really starting to hurt, so I have swallowed a vicodin and am off to bed.

First monitor appt. tomorrow am!

Thinking about all of you...

Will be back to my charming and witty self (ha ha) soon!

xo,  Krista

p.s.  My day...a shot this morning, accupuncture at 12:00, big mother f-ing tooth pulled at 2:00, 3 more shots at 7:00, and then dinner with my 17 year old step daughter.  Yuck yuck yuck!

[Kari15]

Hey everyone, so much has been going on it's hard to keep up!!!  

I've been quite sick the last few days as the ohss kicked in something fierce, but it was good news at beta today.  BFP... HCG was 675. 12DP3DT (or basically 15DPO).  I almost fell off my chair when I heard that number.  I'm so glad I didn't give up... I almost refused to do this last IVF.   I'm still in shock... hoping it doubles come Friday.

Thinking of you guys and wishing each and every one of you good news and BFP's to come!!!!

Kari

[sasparilla]

Yahoooooooooo Kari!!!!!!!!!
Congrats!!!!!!
That is sooo frikkin exciting!  And what an awesome number... think there might be more than one!!??!!

Go Kari, it's your birthday, Go Kari, its your birthday!!!

[miky72]

GO KARI GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is such a great news!!!!!!!!
Wow we are on a roll here!!!
AGP members are getting BFP!!!!!

[Asking4aMiracle]

YAY CONGRATS KARI!!!! you are my hope and inspiration!!!!! i bet its 2!!! WOW i hope we all get our BFPs soon!!! again Congrats thats so wondeful, happy, healthy, and event free 9 months!!!

[Helen72]

I will never be tired of saying this: congrats!!!!

[Kari15]

Sally, Miky, Asking4... thank you guys so much.  My fingers are tightly crossed that all you have going on right now will be just what is needed to get that sticky BFP of your own!  

Helen, thanks again my friend.

Nervous as all get out for tomorrow's follow up beta.  I've played the HCG game twice in my three years of trying and crashed and burned both times.  I'm terrified of the follow up beta, but given how high #1 was, I'm more hopeful than I've been in the past.  Not to mention I still find it near impossible to sleep at nite cause of the OHSS, so I think that's a good sign HCG is still rising.  .... And don't get me wrong, the ohss sucks, but I'm not really complaining.... I'll take it for nine straight months if it means healthy baby (or babies).  

One day till the weekend... hope all of you are having a nice afternoon.

[Jen7900]

OMG KARI OMG!!!! I'm SOOOO excited! What great news!!! Congrats my dear! Those numbers look FANTASTIC!!

My beta is next week and I am SUPER nervous. Did you have any symptoms that might have given you a heads up?

This is great news...still smiling and hoping all will go well!

[miky72]

Update on me:
the D**** cyst is still there at the same size.... (AAAAAARRRRRRRRRGH!!!!!)
BUT my RE said that we should start anyhow..sooooo tonight I'm starting 225 Follistim + 150 menopur and keeping the Lupron in the morning at 10U.
Sunday first U/S and BW.
Pray for me..This cycle is not starting in a very good way..

[Helen72]

Miky,
I started with the cyst myself as well as fyrefly (she actually had her cyst aspired but it came back the day she started her stims).  Obviously, it did not affect anything (she just heard the h/b).  So, don't worry about the cyst too much.  My protocol was almost like yours, 225 Gonal-F+ 75 Menopur + 5 Lupron.  I hope it works for you too.
Congrats on moving ahead!!!

[miky72]

Helen,
thank you!
You know...I'm so happy with my new RE that even if she gives me "bad" news I still have a smile on my face.
Today she told me that she is in a mission for me!!!!!
hugs to you and all agp'ers

[kp1212]

Hi girls,

CONGRATS KARI!!!  D*&M that is exciting!!!  soooooo happy for you!

Miky, excited for you to move forward!!  :-)

Jen,  Been thinking lots about you!

Helen, When is your next appointment?

So, I had my first monitor appt today.  It was disappointing.  This is day 4 of stims, and I still have only 6 follices.  Only two have grown (they are around 8 mm up from 6.5 at baseline on Friday) but not by much.  My estrogen is at 62.  The RN said they would like it to be at least 100 by now.  They told me to keep up with the current med schedule.  Next monitor appointment on Sat. AM.  

This is exactly what happened last time...not much action in the ol' ovaries so they cancelled my cycle on day 10.  The RE can't raise my meds too much more as I am already close to the highest dose of GonalF (600 units/day).  I believe he told me the max is 900 units/day.

Will keep you posted...

Soooo happy for you all with your big 'ol BFP's!!!!  :-)

Krista

[Kari15]

Krista, thx... Four days is still on the early side... as long as they can keep those follies growing there is good reason to be hopeful.  I'm thinking of you and wishing you lots of luck!

Miky, bummer that darn cyst is still lingering, but that is awesome you are ready to proceed!!!  Good luck with the stims!!!

Jen, I totally can relate to how nervous you are feeling.  Believe me, even after such a strong first beta I had a total meltdown today panicking that I won't see my # double tomorrow.  But you should take every chance to be hopeful... it's so much more enjoyable to think happy baby thoughts!  Besides, you had two five-day embies that passed PGD!  Your chances are awesome!!! As for signs, well no I really didn't have any other than the major OHSS symptoms.  I even had to be brought in to the office before my beta b/c I was so sick, but that was OHSS related not pregnancy related, (which I was okay with cause late-onset OHSS is a big indicator of implantation).  Hang in there, the weekend is upon us and your beta will soon follow!!!  Sending you positive vibes!!!!!!

Asking4... How did your E/R go?????  Hope you are faring well with your recovery!  

Sally, how are you doing friend???

[Asking4aMiracle]

Hello Friends!!

well retrieval went well. i have a total of 13 eggs, the dr will call me in the morning to tell me how they fertilized. i went in at 11a, they hooked me up to the iv, i layed down on the table, the nurse said here comes the good stuff, i got really drowsy, the dr came in, i seen him and the next thing i knew, i was waking up in the recovery room asking to take some of that medicine home.  came home and climbed in bed at like 2p and didnt get up till 6:45p, its was nice!!! im a little sore, not as bad as this morning but its all worth it in the end!!! thanks for the well wishes and prayers, they really mean a lot!!

[Jen7900]

My progesterone was 48.5 today (not sure about E2)...what does this mean? Helen? You always seem to have the brilliant answers! The nurse said "good", but I feel like she always says that! Also, my beta was moved to next THURSDAY - not Tuesday. Turns out the RE miscalculated the date (huh?) so we won't know much til the end of next week...ugh...the wait is horrible!

Kari - I'm still smiling about your news...how exciting! I just know your #'s will look great!

Asking4: Feel better! You've got the right frame of mind...it will all be worth it in the end. It took me a few days to get back on my feet full force. Take it easy.

Krista: Don't fret, girlfriend! My cycle started horribly also and then caught up later in the game. It's still super early to think about cancelling. Don't even put the idea into the universe (have you read the Secret?) - the follies WILL catch up and thats that!

Miky - I hope the cyst vanishes! But, we've heard of lots of women on this forum who have went through this all with cysts and some (ahhem, Helen) who had successful outcomes. It's not totally unreasonable :)

[sasparilla]

Hi everyone!

Glad to see everyone is doing so awesome!

Amberlee.. Congrats on your ET!  Glad it went so smoothly and I will think positive thoughts for your fertilization!

Jen.. I don't know square about progesterone, but that number sure does sound good.  man.. I would be hoppin crazy if they made me wait another 2 days.

Kari.. Your second beta is today, right?  Ooohh.. I am excited for you.  Please let us know when you get back!

Miky... What's the verdict on your evil cyst?  Go away eveil cyst, and don't ya come back no mo' no mo' no mo' !!!

Helen.. When will you be released from your RE and whens your next appt?

And Krista my dear old roomie... Don't get discouraged.. like Jen said.. she had some shy follie girls and I bet you do too.  Maybe they're lurkers and they're waiting till the end to show their pretty faces!  Do I need to chant for you?  Channell some pos. vibes? Ommmmmmm ommmmmm


I am not doing anything except being bored and nervous (oh. and pulling ticks off me from a hike I did the other day.. gross! Thank god they haven't feasted on my blood yet.. dern gross things)  In one week I will be having my surgery, so it's getting closer.. and then like 3 or 4 days after I will start stims.  Man.. I just want to start already!  Never thought I would be anxiously awaiting the day I can poke a needle through the skin on my stomach.

But I do have a funny story:
My acupuncturist is from China.. born and raised.but speaks good English, just with a very heavy accent.  She is very funny and cracks herself up all the time.  I went for a treatment on Tues. and this is what she said (in a very heavy Chinese accent):
"OOOh.. you go to IVF?  Excellent.. you make baby on IVF.. you MUST come here the day of transfer.. VERY important.. you special case!  You get old.. must make baby now!  I had one woman who come to me. she 43.. her Dr. told her, you no make baby, you too old.  I say "I think you have one, maybe two egg left", So I tell her to go rent sex tape and get excited.  it help stimulate ovary.. you rent sex tape, make sex with husband, then you come here.  She come here and I treat her day of ovulation.. and she have twins!!  See.. sex tape work!"

That's Dan-Ning, my acupuncturist in a nutshell.  Now you all can see why I look forward to seeing her!

[kp1212]

Sally,
LOVE IT!!!
:-) Krista

[Kari15]

Asking4, Congrats on a successful retrieval!  You are off to a great start... I look forward to hearing more good news on your fertilization!!!

Jen, I actually don't know much about progesterone other than the darn shots in the butt every nite HURT! I'm pretty sure high numbers are a good thing, but my RE never discusses mine with me.  Hang in there... Results are coming soon!  Will you HPT???

Sally that sounds scary about the ticks!  Yikes!  Be careful out there on your hikes!

Renell, I'm so anxious to hear your beta results today!!! Good luck!

I've had my blood drawn but am now just waiting for the call... Seriously time is dragging!  My butterflies are out of control!  I just need to hear my HCG went way up!

[Helen72]

Jen,
since you are injecting progesterone, I don't think high level means much, just that your body absorbs it, I guess.  If progesterone goes up your next beta that would mean that your body started producing its own progesterone.  My first progesterone level was 13.2 and a week later it was 35.2; the nurse told me that increase is a good sign.

Kari,
what's going on???  Can't wait to hear your second beta!!!  

Sally,
does your acupuncturist know what she is doing??  It's a funny story though, I have to admit.  Too bad you are not O'ing or you could test the sex tape theory  :)

I actually never went to an RE.  My ob/gyn specializes in infertility.  He did my lap, ivf and hopefully will deliver my baby.  My first u/s is on June 2.  

Miky,
when is your next u/s??

Anyone heard from timeisticking?  I hope she got her bfp and forgot about us  :)

[timeisticking]

I will never forget about my lovely ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I JUST RECIEVED MY BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My levels was a 416 and hoping they continue to rise. I go back on the 27th for my second beta.

Ladies I am completley on cloud 9 right now and I cant stop smiling. DH is soo excited and I called my mom and she started cry harder then I was o n the phone!!!!

So to all my ladies continue to have hope  and pray every second and it will happen for you!!!!!!!!

[sasparilla]

Renell.. Yay yah yay.... Was wondering where you went.. well, you went and got yourself preggers!!!!!
That's 3 for 3 so far for the AGP girls of summer!

WOW!!! Congrats Renell!!!!

[Asking4aMiracle]

OMG YAY!!!!!!! THIS IS OUR YEAR, we are ALL going to get our BFP BEFORE summer starts!!!! im so happy for you!!! congrats!!!! oh im so excited!!!

[Jen7900]

Renell:

CONGRATS!!! Great news!!! Your number looks great. Keep us posted!

[sasparilla]

Helen.. Yes, she is actually pretty awesome and well known in the area.  You have to wait weeks to get in to see her.  Her office is really clean and modern... BUT she is just a silly bug! (My theory is that the woman wasn't having enough sex, so she told her to get the tape so she could BD when she was ovulating)

[Kari15]

Finally got that second beta... I'm up to 2274 today, so it basically tripled in 48 hours!!!  Thx to each of you for your good luck wishes and support!

Renell... Overjoyed, overjoyed, overjoyed!  I can't stop saying it!  I know Helen is just as happy as I am to welcome you to the Jan '09 mommies club!  ... Ok there's not really a club I just thought it sounded cute ;)

Jen... You are NEXT!  And these BFP's are just gonna keep coming girls!!!  Keep your eyes on the prize!!!

Sally, I ADORE your acupuncturist... The two of you must really be a hoot together!!!

[Asking4aMiracle]

=( still havent gotten a call.  i just wanna know how my embies are doing!!!! *sigh*  i want to scream!!! sorry i needed a quick vent!! (i need to keep in mind, they had 16 retrievals today so they MUST just be busy)

[kp1212]

Renell,

YAAAA HOOOOOO!!!!!

way to go sister!  Very happy for you!

OK, so here is the current roster (sorry if I forgot anybody, so please update and correct as needed)!
Heather:  PREGO
Helen:  PREGO
Kari:  PREGO
Renell:  PREGO
Lisa: MIA
Miky: started stims on Thursday
Sally: Sx next week, starting meds 3-4 days later
Krista:  day 5 of stims, next monitor appointment Sat.
Asking4/Amberlee:  post retrieval, waiting on fertilization report
Jen:  2WW (results on Thursday?)

Did I miss anyone or anything?

Ok, girls, with all the SSBD out there and good luck with so many of you, I REALLY need a few (lots) prayers.  Second monitor appointment tomorrow...I really need those follies to respond and estrogen to rise (it dropped 20 points from my baseline to my first monitor appointment!).  Thanks, gracias and danke!  ;-)

xoxo,

Krista

[Asking4aMiracle]

ok so i got the news, i broke down and called, i couldnt wait. he said he usually makes these calls around 6-630, i told him i was freaking out!! =)  anyway, i have 8 great looking embies so far!! i lost 5 =(  but it only takes one!! *sigh* blood tomorrow.

[Asking4aMiracle]

THEN i was so worried about the call that i messed up my cookies, i put 2 cups of butter in instead of 1 and so i had to double everything but they didnt come out right.....now i have to start over......i need to relax....i need a massage.....i need a pedi!! i need reassurance!!

[Kari15]

Krista, I can promise you that you have my prayers... and lots of them.  You are just starting to get into the meat of your cycle now that you've hit the fifth day of stims.  I hope your report tomorrow will be a good one that shows the progress we're all wanting to hear about.  Lots of positive thoughts heading out to your estrogen and follies!!!  Good luck hun!

Asking4... yes, it only takes one!  Hang in there!!!!

[sasparilla]

Krista.. All I can say is Ommmmmm.... Chanting and chanelling super follicle thoughts.. ommmmmm.. I am thinking of a group of follicles that need to get bigger....ommmm.. I want you to have a bunch of good sized mature follicles..ommmmmmm..  
I am totally thinking & wishing good thoughts for  you this weekend!!!!!!!

[sasparilla]

Bump for Krista and her follie check

Bump for Amberlee and her fert. report

[Asking4aMiracle]

i still cant get over how all of you guys are getting your BFP!!!!!!!!!!! im so thrilled for all of you!

ok, last i updated, i have 8 that fertilized out of 13. as of last night they look great so far. i had blood drawn today so now im waiting for the call to let me know if i will be starting my progesterone shots this evening and how much to take. so thats it for me, ill let ya know more later (i wont get another update on my babies until tomorrow sometime so...)

who else has awesome news?

[kp1212]

Hi girls,
Well, not good news today.  This was day 6 of stims, and I had only one follicle that was growing (10 mm).  Two days ago, I had 6 follies, 2 at 8 mm.  Now, I have one at 10 mm and one at 4 mm, and the rest aren't big enough to measure.  The RN told me that the chances of this cycle even going to retrieval are very slim, as we are 1/2 way through and very little response.  So, not to be a negative nelly, but even if the follicles started to respond, the quality is presumably quite poor.
As I was leaving the fertlity clinic this morning, I saw a woman with her baby in a stroller and of course burst into tears.
This blows.
Feeling pretty crummy right now.  
Tomorrow will be a better day...
As usual, I can't thank you all enough for your kind words, prayers, and encouragement.  It truly means the world to me.
xoxo,
Krista

[Kari15]

Krista, I am so so sorry.  My heart goes out to you... I totally understand your sadness and I'm sure frustration.  I can tell you are trying all that you can both emotionally and physically to make this happen.  IF really is unfair and just plain rotten.  Wish I could give you a shoulder to lean on.   I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers that somehow this cycle gets turned around for you and starts heading in the right direction.  Have they instructed you to keep taking your meds/ adjust your dose?  Huge (((hugs))) coming your way.  

[Asking4aMiracle]

Krista, i am so sorry!! i wish there was more i could do to make you feel better *HUGS* like Kari said, it just isnt fair!! we go through h*ll and for what, more then anything, nothing!! you are in my thoughts and prayers and i hope tomorrow is a much better day for you!! nothing else i can say will make you any better right now and you have every right to feel the way you do!! i pray things turn around for you! Good Luck Sweetheart! ~*HUGS*~

[Jen7900]

My dear Krista,
I am so sorry sweetie. I know your pain. I felt so helpless, hopeless and sad when my cycle was so close to being cancelled. I demanded the RE change my meds to give it a shot. I was on day 10 and knew I still had a week to make it work. Without my pushiness, my cycle would have also been cancelled. You and DH are in my thoughts. Try to hang in there. We are all here for you. (((HUGS)))

Jen

[sasparilla]

Krista, my friend, it sucks so bad when our bodies don't do what they should. And I can totally feel your pain and I am sorry for what you're going through.  Last month I went through the same thing and it always seems to come as such a shock and surprise when they tell us that we're not responding as well.  Did the RE tell you to up the meds? (Or you could just be like me and think the meds you got were fake.. thats right, to this day theres still a little part of my brain thats convinced my meds were diluted or fake, but   then again, I love to blame the big corporations for things).
And to see a baby, man that S+U+CKS.. and I really think that they should have a whole city block of "No Babies" around each REs office.
My thoughts are with you this weekend, and once again, I am so sorry and feel your pain.  You deserve this, my dear, you truly do.

[miky72]

Krista,
I'm so sorry.I know how you feel.
I'm praying for you.Maybe Jen is right and you have to take things into your hands.
We are all here for you.
Hugs and SSBD,
Miky

[kp1212]

Girls, girls, girls...

Your words are so sweet and have touched my heart.  I am sitting at the computer with big ol' crocodile tears running down my face because of your kindness.  As much as my friends, family and darling DH try, they just can't understand what I'm feeling.  You girls are the only ones that really get it.

And, so, I thank you with every ounce of my being,

Krista

[Helen72]

Krista,
I am so very sorry about this cycle.  My heart goes out to you and your dh.  I can only hope that a different try with a different protocol will work better for you.
((hugs))

[Asking4aMiracle]

GGRRRR im so mad at DH right now.....he has known about the transfer being this tuesday forever and he knew that i have been stressed and he knew that i had plans to go get a pedicure since i wont be able to go get a massage, that would at least help me relax a little for those 3 bed ridden days and now hes saying that we dont have the money this week! WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!!! weve been talking about it for weeks and it was fine!!!! out of the blue, no.....GGRRRRRR

so yesterday blood came back good, they put me on estradiol and i started my progesterone shots last night, which i must say, were not bad at all!! it bled but i didnt feel anything!! of course it was only the first one....

my update on my babies.....i have 5 - 8 cell, 1 - 6 cell 1 - 4 cell and 1 - 3 cell, if im not mistaken, isnt it suppose to be in even numbers? 3 cell? o well, i have enough 8 cell so im happy about that even though im grinding my teeth right now, and i think these d*mn hormones are kicking in already, earlier we were talking fine, then all of a sudden i was really mad at him and like 5 seconds later i was laughing with him. and i want to cry right now!! why do we put ourselves through this. thanks for listening to me ramble!! you guys are the best!

[timeisticking]

Krista,

Sweety I am so sorry. I can understand your pain and frustrations. I pray that everything will still work out for you this cycle, it aint over till its over. And like Sally said
U DESERVE THIS!!!!!!!

Renell

[kp1212]

Thanks Renell and Helen...

A bit of tequilla tonight (no, I am not kidding), a day of planting in my gardens and the support of my AGP'ers  has made me feel a little better.  

You all are the best.

Krista

[sasparilla]

Love you Krista!!!!  :)  Working in the garden always helps the soul.

How is everyone else?  Nothing new to report here.. just cold chillin till my polypectomy on Friday. What's everyone doing for the holiday?  We will be grillin some babyback babkback babyback ribs and hopefully I can get a bike ride in. Everyone have a great day!

[timeisticking]

We are not doing much today DH is gona bar b q and I have my mom and sisters and all 7 nieces and nephwes coming by.

Im still taking it easy and tryin not to do a whole lot of activity. I go back for my second beta tomorrow in the am so I will give you girls a update a soon as I get the results.

Sally, I know you are surley happy about your D&C Friday and starting your stims soon after that!!!!!

Asking4, good luck on your transfer tomorrow

Well im off to watching DH bar b q!!!!

[hannah1505]

a lucky summer to the 2009 babies lol i no im gonna have one xxx

[sasparilla]

Where are all the girls at??????

[Helen72]

I guess everyone is at the bbq  :)
I hope you had a nice Memorial day weekend!!

[sasparilla]

Thanks Helen. you too!  :)

I am off to my consult for my D&C thingy.. also paying for IVF today.. arghh. it's so much money.. let's see how they react to getting all that money in cash.

Krista and Jen.. How you ladies doing?  Been thinking about both of you.

Amberlee.. whats going on with your transfer?

[miky72]

Sally..
I feel your pain..my new RE is a little cheaper than the old one but its still 8000$+meds+anesthesia+lab...oy oy oy....
Let us know about the D&C.
Good luck!

[kp1212]

Hi girls,

Hey there.  Been a little out of touch this weekend.  I spent the last three days nursing my wounds and planting my herb garden and flower gardens.  I spent a butt load of $$, but the back yard is looking like a mini-paradise.  

I am off to my monitor appointment for BW and US.  Maybe my stupid follicle that was 10 mm 3 days ago decided to really kick into gear and is now at 11 mm.  Ugh.

Hope you are all well...

Krista

[myheartgoes2allu]

Hi,
The two follicles you have I will pray for you that it will keep growing and you will have a retreival. I feel your pain. I went through 4 ivf myself I don't produce good quality and quanity even with the highest dose of meds. I went through donors cycles had to cancel due to blood test and only produce 3 follicles.  Now I am at the 2week waiting with 3rd donor. She produce 3 follicles the Dr's asked me if I like to cancel the cycle and I said no keep going foward and the next day she produced more. Ususally donors would produce more follicles but two of my donors did not. Retreived 7 follicles and 5 fertilized. Transfered 2 5day blastcyst. I had cramping the first 3 after transfer and now is gone I don't know if that's a good thing or bad thing. My breast if very painful, it feels like the sytoms I have before my period. I am nervous. This is my first time I ever been in this 2 week waiting after 11 years. Take Care.

[magda_s]

You biker chicks with your tattooed men!  I'm not in the slightest bit surprised you're paying in cash!!!  I always said you people were the bain of the existence of decent folks.  It's not enough that you move into our neighbourhoods but you're probably selling all sorts of evil things to our children and holding strange rituals in your basements too!!

[magda_s]

ummm... considering I've been off this thread for so long, perhaps I should explain to those who don't really know me that that was a joke!!

[Asking4aMiracle]

Hey Ladies, well i put an update a few post back, here it is again:


GGRRRR im so mad at DH right now.....he has known about the transfer being this tuesday forever and he knew that i have been stressed and he knew that i had plans to go get a pedicure since i wont be able to go get a massage, that would at least help me relax a little for those 3 bed ridden days and now hes saying that we dont have the money this week! WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!!! weve been talking about it for weeks and it was fine!!!! out of the blue, no.....GGRRRRRR

so yesterday blood came back good, they put me on estradiol and i started my progesterone shots last night, which i must say, were not bad at all!! it bled but i didnt feel anything!! of course it was only the firstFirst one....


my update on my babiesBabies i have 5 - 8 cell, 1 - 6 cell 1 - 4 cell and 1 - 3 cell, if im not mistaken, isnt it suppose to be in even numbers? 3 cell? o well, i have enough 8 cell so im happy about that even though im grinding my teeth and i think these d*mn hormones are kicking in already, earlier we were talking fine, then all of a sudden i was really mad at him and like 5 seconds later i was laughing with him. and i want to cry right now!! why do we put ourselves through this. thanks for listening to me ramble!! you guys are the best!


and as of this morning, ive taken 3 shots and the shots are fine better then the stims i think BUT the injection site is getting REALLY sore!! i go get my 'babies' today!!!! OMG!!!!!!! STICK BABIES STICK!!!!!! wow, today!! i might not be online till friday, i am going to be borrowing my friend laptop but she said she doesnt have a wireless card so it might not work out like i wanted! in 10 days it will be official (even though as of today, i consider myself preggo) oh im so excited! Ladies, i need you all know, channel those stick baby dust thoughts and those prayers to me today!! lets make it 5 of 5!!!

Heather:  PREGO
Helen:  PREGO
Kari:  PREGO
Renell:  PREGO
Amberlee: PREGO
(sorry this is a really long post!)

[timeisticking]

Asking4, Good luck on your Transfer today!!!!!!

I started claiming the same exact thing after my transfer ( i told my self that I was preggo)

Just keep your faith up ,,it will happen!!!!!!

[miky72]

Good luck today!!!
SSSBD

[Jen7900]

WELCOME BACK, MAGDA!!!! We've missed you! Are you on BCP? Getting ready for next cycle? Update us!

Good luck today, Amberlee!

I have my beta tomorrow. Not expecting great news. I did a HPT yesterday and it was BFN. I am now 10 days past transfer, so I figured even a faint line would show. I'll keep you all posted when I know more. Just trying to stay positive and pray.

Jen

[timeisticking]

Jen,

Stay positive just becuase the HPT said BFN dosent mean your Beta will say the same. You hcg levels probaly are not as high enough yet to show on a HPT!!!!

Good luck on tomorrow and keep us posted!!!!!

lots of baby dust your way

[Jen7900]

Thanks, Renell...

Did you do HPT before beta? Kari?

I found a website you would all love: www.twoweekwait.com

One girl posted that she got a BFN on HPT at 9dpt (like me) and was too upset to test again before beta. She went to the docs office and said "dont even call me...i dont need to hear bad news again" then a few hours later, they called with a BFP. I'm hoping for the same sort of surprise tomorrow.

[timeisticking]

I wanted to POAS badly but I didnt. I waited for my Beta.

My family was trying to push me to do it but I didnt. I have also read on other sites where woman have POAS before there Beta and recieved a BFN and when they went for there actual Beta it was a BFP. I think it just all depends on the HCG in your system

[magda_s]

Jen, thanks for the "welcome back".

I wish you all the best for tomorrow.

I'm not on bc.  After my last BFN I thought I wouldn't be able to try again until mid August due to us going away for the summer and the fact (I don't know if you're aware of my aversion to flying since ttc) my last doctor had made it clear that one does NOT fly in the first 8 weeks after transfer.  In all fairness, he did say some people fly the next day but not if they wanted to be really careful.  And I took it to heart in a BIG way.  So, August.  It was hard to wrap my head around but I did. Then my new doctor said I was mad and of course it was ok.  He figured out dates and said I'd even get in a good 3 to 4 weeks after transfer before flying.  So I got hugely excited.  But now AF is in hiding and I started freaking because my 3 to 4 weeks were diminishing and soon, I'd be flying before the 2WW was up.  However, yesterday my doctor got it through to me that flying, even the next day, won't make a sodding difference.  So I'm kinda excited again but concerned that AF not showing might be a sign that my body isn't ready for another try.  This will be IVF number FOUR back-to-back.
In the meantime, because my emotional roller coaster hasn't had enough twists and turns in it...  DH got a call to interview for a job that would not only mean shorter hours, more holidays and more money but would also mean living right by the BEACH...  in the same country where my sister lives! We'd be an hour's drive apart!!!  He's there now.  Just finished a 3 day interview along with 4 other candidates they'd flown in from all over.  
Let me tell you how I have not slept in 3 days!  I couldn't sleep!  it would interrupt the constant stream of prayers I've had issuing from my lips!!!!!!!!!

So there's my update.

I hope you're well and will be thinking of you until we hear from you re the beta.  Good luck.

[Kari15]

Magda, I think IVF # 4 is a lucky one... it just brought me my BFP!  Hope it does the same for you!!!

Jen, I did not POAS with this most recent cycle.  But... there are SOOOO many instances where positive betas are preceeded by negative BFN's.  Keep hanging in there girl.  I'm thinking of you and wish you luck with beta tomorrow!

Amberlee... sending you some positive sticky baby dust!!!  Relax and let those embies snuggle in nice and tight!

Sally, how did the consult go?  Are you feeling broke now like I do every time I write that check to RE? lol... it'll be worth it when you get the sticky BFP!

Krista, I'm thinking of you and praying hard that you get some good news at your appointment.  Lots of positive thoughts coming your way.  Please drop us a note with your update as soon as you can.  

[kp1212]

Hi again,

Magda, welcome back!  Good luck to you and DH on the new job!

Jen,  You must stay optimistic and keep any negative energy away!  I really do think it makes a difference.  You are in my prayers!  ;-)

Has anyone heard from Jackson Angel?!?

Miky, what is your status?

Sally,  How did the consult go?

Amberlee, GOOD LUCK!!!!  All the best to you!

So apparently I should take over Ms. Cleo's job and start telling the future.  Just as I predicted, at my monitor appointment today, my ONE follicle grew from 10 to 11 mm in THREE days.  The rest of the follies are <6 mm.  My estrogen was also low (177 on day 9 of stims).  I am really not responding to the meds which is really discouraging.  The RN just called and said the RE said to continue the meds and come back on Thursday.  Call me crazy, but that seems ridiculous.  Thursday will be day 11, and even if my one follicle grows, I don't have anything else even close to retrieve.  Last cycle was cancelled on day 8, and that time I had 3 follicles all around 12-14.  Why would this cycle be continued with less response than the first one?!?

What do you all think?  I don't want to pull the plug, but it seriously seems like a waste of resources and time to continue this cycle.  

For the record, I am really not trying to be pessimistic, rather realistic.    

Thanks, girls, for the advice and support...

Krista

[magda_s]

Thanks Krista for the well wishes!

I'm sorry to hear how things have been going for you.  Although, being on day 11 is okay.  I was on 11 days of stims last try.  I guess it just depends on whether you want to go through all the trouble for one follicle.  And that's a very personal choice... some would say you'd be mad not to because you just never know and others would say there was little point.  

I really don't know what I'd do in your shoes.  I guess I'd probably pass on this try because I so badly want twins (because I only get one success story... we won't be going through it again after 1 success) but that's altogether different.

Very best of luck with your decision making.

Sally... I'm thinking of you... hope you're feeling okay!  Hope you enjoyed the anaesthetic.  That reminds me, I MUST find out what they used at the last doctor's and tell this one he's GOT to change to that for me!!  My last experience was SO hideously awful.

[Jen7900]

Magda - What country would you be moving to? I'm so hoping that IVF #4 is the winner for you. And, I'm really glad your back!

Krista- It's a tough decision, but I (like you) am a realist and with your #'s would probably stop the cycle and wait for the next. I know that blows, sister, but you are right...it would make sense in terms of time and resources (e.g. cost). So sorry...

Thanks again for all the love. Will keep you posted tomorrow...

[sasparilla]

Hello my friends.. and yes, I consider you all my friends, even though my DH thinks Im a mental patient for talking about you all like you live right next door and we all have girls night.

Jen.. I think as a group effort, we will all be thinking super positive thoughts for you beta tomorrow.  Much love, sista!

Magda.. So glad you are posting again.. I missed you.  Also glad to know someone will be close to my schedule.. come on AF,you can do it!

Krista.. I am so pissed at your follies it ain't even funny!  Do I need to come over there to Chi town and give 'em a talking to?  Maybe if you see Oprah she can fix it.. ya know, shes a powerful force that Oprah Winfrey.  Come you low down dirty follies.. GROW!!!!!

Amberlee... Besides the tradgedy of the mani/pedi, how are things progressing?  Transfer soon I do believe.

Renell, Kari and Helen.. How are those numbers?? Anyone with twins?  Kari, your numbers might be twins.. who knows???  Exciting stuff!

Miky.. Where are you in your cycle?  I only see you fleetingly on the thread.. details dear, details!!!

I have just finished a harrowing day of consults, blood work, pre-admission testing at some new hospital (which scares me), errands, acupuncture and dealing with a DH that forgot to walk the dogs so he could go golfing (ARGHHHHHHHH).Everything is a GO for Friday and then he said it "looks promising" for stims  in like 3 or 4 days after surgery.
He didn't give me a guarantee, but he "thinks" there shouldn't be a problem.  My next door neghbor just had IVF and she just got her BFP today,and since we were the only "non-fertile" women in the 'hood, I now am completely freaked out that there is no way in H+E+L+L it's going to work.  So, I had my usual breakdown and DH was super sweet (I think he was still feeling guilty about the dog thing) and told me we could try again, adopt, foster.. whatever i wanted.  Don't think I won't mentally file that promise away.

Ok, Im rambling.. Love u guys.. y'all rock!

Sally

[kp1212]

Sally,  I hear you sista!  My DH was super sweet today, too, and I asked him about adoption, donor eggs, etc.  He said he would do whatever I wanted, if it would make me happy.  Then he took me out for hotdogs, french fries and chocolate cake.  :-)  I love him like crazy and feel terrible for being so low lately.

Ok, this is gross, but I have to ask...I have a terrible yeast infection and I'm wondering if it has anything to do with the shots/meds.  I am thinking between the meds and the antibiotic from getting my tooth pulled last week it has created the perfect environment for the crud.  OMG it is freakin' painful.

So the RN called me back and said the RE wasn't optimistic, but wanted me to continue the shots until Thursday.  I don't have anything to lose (the meds are already paid for and if this cycle doesn't work [which is likely] I will ask the RE to try a different cocktail).  If, by Thursday, I still have only one follicle, I will very likely cancel.  The stupid follicle is obviously not the strongest and most mature, or it would be growing a little/lot more quickly.  

Anyway, been thinking about all of you.  Keep the good news coming...

Krista

[sasparilla]

Krista...
Its those antibiotics!!!!  If I look at one, Im baking enough hoagie rolls for a tailgate party!  I take acidophilis (however thats spelled) and eat yogurt like a maniac.. also use some vagisil on the outside so you don't itch your crotch right off in the middle of the night.  Also, you might want to wear some rubber underwear.. helps keep your hands out in the middle of the night.  Wanna borrow a pair?  
Heeheee
Kidding
Not
Ok, kidding

[sasparilla]

ok. I am re-posting because I used the same phrases over and over again in my previous post.. I need to write some new stuff.

[Kari15]

Krista, hey there hun... So sorry your follies have continued to be stubborn.  I agree that it doesn't hurt to keep going with the meds for another couple days and then see what transpires.  Do you think maybe you could switch to an IUI if it's just the one follicle at the end of the day?  Oh, and I definitely think that the antibiotic is guilty as charged for bringing on the yeast infection... antibotics are notorious for those ugly things.  I feel for you my friend.

Sally, glad to hear that all is a go with the procedure for this Friday!  Sounds like you've got all the administrative stuff out of the way.  Now... as for your neighbor getting her BFP... that just means there's some luck going around the hood, and now it's your turn!  Don't let it get you down - chin up and positive thoughts!  It's good news that you'll be able to start stims so soon after your procedure.  And don't forget how awesome your new doctor is.  I think your BFP is coming and you don't even realize it!  

Oh, and I will be following up on Friday afternoon after my u/s to let you know how many they count in there.  I'm very anxious to get to my appt, but this wait is not nearly as bad as last week waiting for the 1st and 2nd betas.  I think you may be on to something tho... I've been thinking it is twins the last couple of days.  

[magda_s]

Sally, I';m SUCH an idiot... Why did I think you were in surgery yesterday???  
Pfffff.... clearly, I've lost the plot!!
Well, still no AF and my doc had said to ring for appointment if nothing in 3 days and this is 3 days so appointment time...  But I'm not as freaked out about time running out now that I've convinced myself it's okay to fly.

So I'll reserve my positive vibes for you for Friday.  
You too Kari!

Jen, IF this works out, we'd be moving to Qatar.  We wouldn't be in Doha, the capital and where my sister is, but in a small community an hour outside of Doha.  Apparently it's really very nice though.

Good luck Krista... with the follies and with beating the nasty yeast infection.  That's the LAST thing any of us needs right now.  But yes, I got one too my last IVF try as I was on antibiotics for a cyst.  

[kp1212]

Kari,
Thanks for the advice.  I will definately ask about the IUI (it has not been brought up by the RE).  Probably not a good option for me, as my DH has low motility due to vasectomy reversal 17 years ago.  But, worth a try!

Ohhhh, I hope you have twins!  I have a twin sister, and my dad is a twin, so I have a bit of an inherent weakness for the little buggers!  :-)

Krista (aka Miss Crotch Rot)

[miky72]

hello Girls!

I've been very busy these days because of work so only now I have few minutes to write a decent post.
First of all:

Krista:I'm sorry about the follicles..I think that is a good idea to continue until thursday.Also it will give more info to the RE on how your body responds if he wants to change protocol next time or change your meds during this cycle.I'm praying that on thursday you'll have a good surprise.

Kari:any news?and Renell?? where are you girls???

Helen.how are you doing,dear?


Sally:I'm glad that things are coming along.Friday is going to be the BIG day!!do you know already what kind of protocol they'll put you on?

Amberlee:news on the transfer?

JEN:any good news for us????

Magda:I really hope your DH get the job!leaving near your sister is going to be awesome!

I'm doing OK.day 7 of stims.yesterday I had my fisrt US and as expected the ovary where the cyst is produces very few eggs but the other one did a little better.
My estrogen is ok .Tomorrow US and BW and I will know more.

I'll keep you posted.
Hugs to all,
Miky

[Jen7900]

I'm still waiting for the darn phone call and my mother has called at least 5 times so far. Every time the phone rings I heart skips a beat - WHY does she keep calling???

Classic example of why you should never tell friends (other than cyber friends) or family the day of beta! I will let you all know if/when i get the news. Still holding my breath for a miracle.

[Helen72]

Sorry about your mother calling.  I know exactly how you feel.  When I was waiting for my beta telemarketer called.  I wanted to tell him to go f-ck himself.

[kp1212]

Jen,
Been checking all day for great news from you!  
Can't wait to hear!
Krista ;-)

[Jen7900]

Hi all,

Incase you didnt see my post...it was a BFN. I'm doing okay. I had a decent cry and am a little frustrated with the RE (he doesn't want me to do another cycle in June cuz he's going on vacation for a week). I had a glass of wine and a few stogies (an old cure for stress) and am feeling better.

Thank you ALL - you are the best support I could have ever asked for. Regardless of whether or not I am in the game myself, I will still be here for all of you.

SSBD to all...

jen

[Helen72]

Again, this is so unfair!

[sasparilla]

As I said in my other post.. Love you Jen!!!!!
I know you'll get back in the game soon and get that BFP!

[Kari15]

Jen, I responded on your other thread, but wanted to send you some more condolences and warm (((hugs))).  With your good attitude it would only make sense (and be FAIR!) if your next cycle brings a sticky BFP.  Hope you are okay this evening.

Miky, good to see an update from you.  Sounds like everything is going pretty good.  Will be looking forward to hearing about your next monitoring appt... I take it you could be getting ready to trigger by early next week?

Krista, I didn't know you were a twin!!!  Wow, and it sounds like it really runs in the family!  I really hope you are feeling better today... and I'm still crossing my fingers tightly that a follie miracle comes your way and we get some good news after your appointment.  Good luck hun.

Sally, one more day for you and then you'll get that icky procedure out of the way and start moving forward with stims.  Hope you had a good evening.

[kele1129]

Well here I am on day 1 of the gonadatropins. I had forgotten the surge of blech that I feel with those shots. I am still feeling pretty optimistic about this cycle. My father will actually be visiting around the time we find out if it works...assuming everything else stays on schedule. I cannost wait until the day I get to tell DH that he will be a father. I look forward to the initial look of glee followed by the expected face of panic and concern. heehee.

[Jen7900]

So I found the cure for feeling sad about BFN!! Wine, cigs, and a TON of shopping with mom!! My mom and her twin sister (my aunt - duh) dragged me to the mall to find a suit for my job interviews next week. Turned out to be a shopping extravaganza! There truly is nothing better :)  I'm not even trying to be silly, but I can't sit around feeling so sad about this. I am an optimist at heart and I trust that some higher power knows what a fab mommy I would be and will grant me double the goodness one day. Seriously :)

Krista - I didn't know you were a twin! You have the same thing going on that my fam does. My mom is an identical twin and her twin had identical twin girls (my cousins) and my grandma had sister who were twins, so identical twin girls have been a steady presence in our family for 3 generations. I should only be so lucky. Good luck tomorrow...I hope those shy follies have grown. If not, we will be here for you and with you as we all move forward in this crazy process.

Helen - this whole game of IVF roulette is unfair!! We go in knowing that we may lose but hoping that we win. But I appreciate that you feel that I got screwed!

Kari - what can i say...thank goodness for your continuously positive support. It really keeps me going. Until my BFP, I will live through you, Helen, Renell and Heather (the original queenbee of AGP!).

Sally - only one more day til the big procedure! Dude, my game is still tight! I don't have to "get back" into the game...I never left!! What doesn't kill will make me stronger, right? Gosh I hope so!

So now I'm just waiting for AF to show up (I hope soon). If it is within the next week, I may be able to push an antagonist cycle for June. I teach everyday in July making it very difficult to commit to an IVF cycle. If AF doesn't show for a couple weeks, I will be forced to wait til August to try again. If that is the case, I am going to take the time to lose the weight i've gained from all these hormones (almost 20 pounds in 2 years) and try acupuncture. Since gaining all that weight it's difficult for me to feel comfortable in my own skin at times. Maybe if I can get back to a point (even 10 pounds lighter) where I feel like myself again, my body will be more open and ready for this experience.

Either way, I will be around to support all of you - my rocks (and DH) and cheer you on the way you have done for me. Love you all...

[magda_s]

Jen, I'm so sorry.  But hey... you clearly have a great attitude.  And hey... of course!!!  What better way to cheer yourself up!?!?!
Good luck with the weight loss.  I told myself the same thing when I thought I was going to be forced to take a break but not a single ounce came off.  I don't mean to be negative but it could be that it takes time for your body to go back to normal and that dieting simply won't do much.  Then again, I'm back on meds and was only at it for 2 weeks.  Maybe the weight loss would have kicked in after a little more time.
GOOD LUCK!

You too Sally... good luck tomorrow.

Sorry... I'm going to keep this short but HAVE to get to work.  It's now 10:51 and I still haven't got off my butt!!  DH and I couldn't sleep all night as we find out today about the job.  At least, that's what they said!!!!  And I guess that no matter how much we tell ourselves that it's ok if it doesn't work, we really are anxious.
So-o-o-o-o tired!!!

[Jackson_Angel]

Hey girls ~ wanted to find out if anyone's done accupuncture..??..~I went aunatural last month (giving body break after all the meds...and REALLY want to have my OWN eggs procreating before I give someone else's a chance....) ~ and contacted an accupuncturist around here ~ also got ahold of Cooper Med Ctr who said they would do the IVF ~ so will be calling today (was going to call yesterday but got tied up in all sorts of nonsense) ~ was able to call an accupuncturist in my scurry of running around and trying to get the deal of my replacement car in order (don't ya love it when a new car's drive shaft goes, and the best thing to do is replace it..??..uugghh....just hope they don't put it through a test before I get in my new car and drive off the lot...tonight..) ~

..ANYWAY...does it hurt..??..do you take anything before going in..??..~margaritas' anyone..??..~:-}}...

...hoping DESPERATELY to be added to the BFP list by year-end ~ it would be an EXCELLENT birthday present next month~!!~..:-}}..

[Jackson_Angel]

Cheer up girl ~ all of your methods always work~!!~....hoping all goes well next time ~ same to you Magda..!!~~maybe we just have to wait for the midst of Summer to join the AGP BFP!~...:-}}..Baby Dust ~ Baby Dust ~ STICK STICK STICK ~ !!...

[sasparilla]

Jen, you totally rock out w/your uh.. crock out.  Haa haaa (You get what Im sayin GF)  And don't think for a second I didn't think your s=h=i=t wasn't tight, cuz i know you got serious game, you baller, you!  And good luck on your diet.. ya know, Im a certified personal trainer (big frikkin deal), BUT.. I have years of experience and yes, was actually a  national competitor before I got fat trying to have babies, sooooo.. if you want/need any diet advise I swear I know so much about stupid dieting and excerise it makes my brain hurt.  OR.. you could just tell me to F-off.. either way, I'm there for ya!

Magda, Today is the big day!!!!  Wow, I am even nervous for you.  Good luck to both of you!  Hey.. you know Syria doesn't have a zip code?   Weird.  They need to get in with current affairs and get a zip code!

Amberlee..  How you feeling after your transfer?  I hope you're resting like you're supposed to.

Miky.. Im glad youre back with us!  How did your BW and US go?

JA.. I go to an acupuncturist and if anything it's very relaxing.  Doesn't hurt a bit!

Krista.. Whats up on the follies report?  Those stubborn MFers!  You still stimming?  And BTW, how's your "herb" garden going?  We all know what youre really growing.  Be careful not to infringe on Jens turf or there might be an AGP drug war!  Grab your "9" and take cover!  (get it, 9mm.. get it?  Ha.. Im  so dorky!)

Kari, Renell and Helen.. what is up with you pregger ladies???  Keri, your US is tomorrow, right?  Let us know the count!  

And HI KELE1129!  Glad you could join us and we can see a new face or avatar or whatever we have here!  I'm Sally, BTW.  Good luck on your cycle and keep us informed.

I think thats everyone.  I just love our little group here.. it's a winner!  I miss Heather though, she is fun  and silly!  So exciting, having a boy and a girl!

As for me, I don't really feel that hot.  I think it's the stress from so much at one time.. surgery, IVF, PMS and general daily stuff is giving me an upset stomach!  I told DH I was probably gettin an ulcer from all the stress.  Had a nightmare last night that the entire world was on fire and DH called me and told me to get the pets, then go to the grocery store, then go get water, then pack up the house, then meet him somewhere awy from the fire.  And he wasn't doing anything to help!  He was just telling me all this stuff that i have to do while he got to just drive his car to meet us!  Now, we all don't need to be a therapist to see into that dream! Sheesh.. it gets so tiring and overwhelming doing everything and having to be the one that is responsible for making babies through medical treatments!

Ok, thats enough for now.. Im rambling. me and my tummy ache (ulcer!)

Sally

[Jackson_Angel]

~Sal..try some green tea and bananas (not together...but since you did the green yuchy stuff think you'd be a breeze through the mix) ~ help with calming and upset tummies ~ thanx for the supp....~

[kp1212]

Hi girls,

Wow, I haven't checked the thread in a few hours and sooo much to read!

First of all..

Jen, I am so deeply sorry.  You are clearly a trooper, and have a great attitude, but it still sucks.  I was really (and still are, of course) pulling for you.  We are still in this together, girlfriend, and WILL get our + soon enough.  I have a similiar thought process as you...I KNOW what a fab mommy I will be, too, and trust that someone or something out there knows it too.  For the record, I absolutely adore you Jen!  ;-)

Ok, more later but out of time now.  I have to get to my monitor appointment.  Sadly, I really don't want to go because I am damn sick of hearing that the stupid follies didn't grow.  Ugh.  Maybe today's news will be different..

XoXoXo to you all,

Krista

p.s.  I am sooo going on a diet too.  Sally, does wine and "herbs" make for a good weight loss plan?!?  Kidding (sort of)!

[sasparilla]

How was your US check, Krista?

[Helen72]

Any news???

[miky72]

Krista?update?

[kp1212]

Hi gals,

Yes, the RN called me a couple of hours ago and officially cancelled the cycle.  This was day 11 of an aggressive protocol (600 units of GonalF, etc.), and I have only one follicle at 14.5 mm and ~5 at <6.5 mm.  I asked about switiching to an IUI, but they said we wouldn't be good candidates b/c DH's motility is too low (~15%; should be ~50%).  I have to call tomorrow and make an appt with the RE for a consult next week.  I have a feeling I will get the DE talk...

Big fat bummer.  I am taking lessons from Jen and trying to stay optimistic.  As they say, "it ain't over till the fat lady signs", and I am NOT belting out a tune yet!

Magda, any news on the job?

Helen, Heather, Kari and Renell (the PREGGOS in AGP), how are you all feeling?  Fat and sassy yet?  I am certainly feeling fat, and somewhat sassy, though not for the preggo reasons (just because I am, well, fat and sassy as a rule)!

Jen, my little precious, how are you feeling? ;-)

Sally, BIG day tomorrow!  You will do fantastic, and will be back online tomorrow afternoon sharing all of your stories, va-jay-jay updates, wise words and humor!  Ask for the good drugs--there is an upside to surgery!

Amberlee, Haven't heard much from you in the last couple of days...how did the transfer go?  Lots of little baby embies bopping around in there?!?

Miky, Results on BW/US today???

JA, Good to see you back.  Haven't heard much from you lately.  I have been seeing an accupuncturist since February 1-2 times per week.  I find it very relaxing.  It is not painful, just a bit anxiety provoking the first time.  The only time I have been even a little uncomfortable was during my IVF med cycles as I was pretty sensitive to the needles on the left side of my body.  Hey, the way I see it, it is worth a try and certainly can't hurt your odds!

Thanks again girls, for all of your well wishes and thoughts.  You have made such a difference and certainly soften the blow.  I wish I could thank each of you in person...SMOOCH!

So, round 2 is over...time for round 3!!!

Krista    

[Helen72]

Oh Krista, this just suck$!!!!!  When is your follow-up appointment?  I hope your RE can suggest a different protocol that works for you.  
(hugs)

[sasparilla]

Man, Krista.. I agree with Helen, that sucks.  Did you do Lupron this past time? Hey.. you should totally go smoke some ciggies, drink some wine and go shopping.. I hear that might help a little.
Sal

[Kari15]

Oh Krista, Hun I am so so sorry.  Honestly words can't express.  Your attitude and determination says a ton about your character and proves what a fantastic mommy you will be!  You and Jen are both heroes in my book.  I'm glad you are gonna give it another go, and I pray hard your BFP awaits.

Sally, sending you good luck wishes for tomorrow!  Fingers crossed that all goes smoothly and the recovery is quick!  

Miky, how are things?  Are the follies continuing to look good?  Hope you are feeling good!

I have my first u/s tomorrow.  I admit I am interested to see if we've got more than one in there, but I'm way more concerned about hearing the words "everything looks good" no matter how many sacs they count.  It's an afternoon appt so it may be late before I post my update.  Hope all of you are well.

[sasparilla]

Hi Y'all.  Just a quick Hello. I am heading out to surgery in a few minutes.  Have a good day!

[miky72]

Krista,
this is SO unfair!!!I'm so sorry..Before talking about DE  with RE ask him if he thinks an change in protocol might help.Were you on agonist or antagonist protocol?Some times cycles are totally different for no reason but our body tricking us.
Hon I hope this weekend you'll party and have fun!

Kari:how exciting!!!! we'll be waiting for your good news!
Sally:Thinking about you.Good luck for the surgery and try to post as soon as you feel a little better ;-)

I'm going again for U/S and bloodwork this morning I'll keep you posted,
Miky

[kp1212]

Hello AGP peeps,

Feeling a little better today...At least I know this cycle is officially over and can now look forward to what's next (whatever that is).  I drank some wine last night, and plan on continuing through the weekend.  Might switch to margaritas.  Big decision.  Also, I think my twin sister (Kerry) is flying in today or tomorrow from Washington DC to suprise me.  I heard her talking to my DH last night.  My favorite two people in the whole world are my hubby and my sister...Yippee!!!

Yes, I was on Lupron for the first few days of the cycle (until AF), then began gonalF 300 units twice per day, ganirelix inj. 1x/day, HCG 1x/day and estrogen pill.  That is a lot of stupid shots and money to get one darn follicle.  Ok, I'm not a doctor, but I'm not thinking this protocol worked for me!  (My powers of deduction are pretty amazing don't you think?)

Ok, girls, keep the good news coming.  It gives the rest of us hope!!!

Krista

[kele1129]

Glad you are feeling a bit better, feel free to have a few margaritas for me as well. ^_^

I am starting to get that uncomfortable full feeling and just want to stay home but alas...work doesn't feel the same way.

[kp1212]

Time for a new thread..."AGP Rocks!"  See you there!