BFP and trying to stay positive.

I have been coming to this forum off and on for a few years now.  My husband and I have been ttc #2 for almost six years, and have lost four pregnancies.  We have tried IUI, IVF, clomid; we've tried it all.  I thought I had a normal cycle on the 17th of this month, and yesterday had an ovarian cyst rupture which caused some bleeding this morning.  Because I've only had cysts rupture when pregnant, I decided to take a HPT and it came back Positive right away.  I went to the ER and found out my HCG was 200 and my progesterone was 12.  Nothing was seen on the u/s, except that there was "fluid" in my uterus.  I am on progesterone supositories, and have another blood test on Monday.  I am SO scared!!!!!!  This is something I want so badly!  I am having a hard time staying positive because I don't know when I got pregnant.  I can't be 5-6 weeks pregnant, unless I'm miscarrying again, because my numbers were too low and nothing on u/s, but I had what I thought was a normal period 16 days ago........  And I'm still spotting, it's not red, but still bothers me.  If anyone has any positive thoughts they could share, it would be GREATLY appreciated.  Thanks for all who take the time to read this..........

[nickieb85]

Youll just have to wait to see what happen to your numbers you are probably really early on and I wish you the best!

[Heather5]

I don't have any personal stories to share, but just wanted to wish you best of luck! Stay positive, and hopefully, you'll get some nice, strong numbers on Monday!

[bncybncytigger]

Keeping good thoughts going for you, and i have had a friend who went through what she thought was her period, only to find out she was pregnant, so it does happen.

Hugs and prayers for over the weekend, and best of luck on monday:)

[4everwealth]

Just wanted to wish you the best. I pray you are really pregnant. You deserve to be and I pray for a healthy nine months ahead for you.

[Mikeal'smom]

Thank you all so much for all of your support........  the waiting is so hard, and I'm not sure I will ever be completely at ease until there is a baby in my arms.  I wish you all the best with your upcoming cycles!

[help4baby]

Good Luck!!!