Ejaculation Question

This is probably me being an obsessive worrier. Me and my partner are trying for a baby we've only just started trying and we're waiting to see if we've been successful this month, but I have a small worry about my ejaculations and my urine after. My ejaculations which I've been examining over the past few days are roughly the average spoonful and seem to be fairly whiteish in colour and they liquidise fairly quickly like they're suppoed to. However very occasionally my urine after ejaculation has a few specks in it which look semen like. I have had occasional strange urine over the years though (all investigated and nothing abnormal found) so it could also possibly be linked to that. 9 times out of 10 my urine following ejaculation will be crystal clear, but I've been reading about retrograde ejaculation and worrying about it. Could someone put my mind at rest? The one theory I have is that maybe these bits are the residue from the ejaculation that's not shot out of the tip of my penis properly and is flushed out by urine coming hrough afterwards. Anyway I'd appreciate any thoughts. I'm 21 and as far as I know healthy.

I did read that retrograde ejaculation generally causes dry ejaculations I always get a decent amount from my ejaculations even after 3 times in 1 day.

[tina1111]

There are conditions that cause the urine and sperm to mix. This doesn't sound like one of them, though. It sounds like leftover ejaculate in the shaft that is expelled with the urine. If it isn't happening in the 2nd urination after coitus, I wouldn't be alarmed.

[Leedsio]

Thanks for your help.

I've just tested again. I ejaculated got more or less a spoonful when I grouped it together on the spoon looked white starting to liquify now, but my urine after  which I caught in an old glass is very slightly and I mean very off colour almost cloudy but not quite because you can still see through it and I can see a few white particles in it. At a glance you might not notice this but on close inspection the particles are visible but only if shine a light through it. Perhaps some other men on here experience this?

[Leedsio]

Forgot to add my second urine after ejaculation was crystal clear

[Leedsio]

I just tried pouring my ejaculate into my second urine (the clear one). The effect was at best mildly similar. It looked quite cloudy with big clumps of semen semen swirling round as opposed to minute little particles/strings.