Hi Honey,
I guess I always knew in my heart that I wanted to be a mother. I've always cared for and loved children but the idea of me giving birth was never something I saw I in my life. Don't get me wrong I would love to be able to give my DH a natural child of his own. I guess that's why I would consider using my sister's eggs rather than my own for our 3rd IVF attempt. But after having 2 negative results one really has to have the heart for this. I know now that GOD has spoken to me and he has shown me that this is not the only way to be a mother. I admire each and everyone who will endure the heart ache and pain that this process of trying to conceive does to us. I open my heart to what GOD has intended for me. I realise that happiness is what you make it, and I have chosen to take it in stride.
Love you
I think you will be fine hun!! There are quite a few women here on MH who didn't see or hear a thing until six or seven weeks. Continue to pray and trust in God. Try not to stress being that is the last thing you need.
xoxoxo
I'm just curious to know if you've scheduled another PAP for next week lol!! We do have to get pass all the negative to bring on the positive. Thanks for being you hun!! I always get a good laugh or inspiration when you post. Happy to hear you're doing well.
XOXOXO
Okay, sorry im going crazy right now. Thank all of you for your kind words of wisdom and love.
I asked the RE that scanned me on monday 19 before the u/s I asked will we be about to see the yoke, he immediatly said no!!!!! Its too early. So do you think he even looked for it or was just didnt want to waste his time since I was a work in his schedule at last minute. But IVF nurse I was 5w6days on monday and that I should have been able to see the pole. But, he didnt show me anything. Except the sack measuring 10mm. Just one picture. Shouldnt I or RE see pole by then? I wonder if he was even interested, he just kept asking where my cramps were, he wanted to rule out tubal pregnancy...... Do any of you think Im gonna be alright?
What a Wonderful Message............. I lift up his name and ALL THE GLORY TO GOD. I will be praying for you...
Thank you. But, I cancelled my U/S for friday. I cant stand the thought of not having a baby in there. Im so scared!