I BELIVE I'M OUT THIS CYCLE

[tasha0918]

So today makes me 11dpo and I tested today and it was BFN. I was so upset and angry and to add insult to injury I started to cramp and have heartburn...smh I was screaming in my head as loud as possible to come AF already and let me be so that I can move on. I'm not even going to waste my time and test any more because I'll get my period on Fri on time like I always do. Last night my husband looked at me and asked if there was a bun in the oven and I told him I don't know so I again have to tell him no not this time. I decided that i'm going to try three more cycles and if nothing i'm going to go to my doc and make sure everything is working OK since the ectopic. I just feel so down today and I just want to cry and scream and shout. It's so hard to stay positive all the time.

[LumbeeNativeAmerican]

I've made up in my mind, In God's timing and not mine. And Yes, I was disappointed yesterday when AF showed herself but I immediately pray to God and ask him to soothe my emotions. Its hard  Tasha and may u be blessed in due season sis as well.

[tasha0918]

Yea it gets so hard, I have two more days till AF comes in my heart I want it to stay away, but in my head I feel she is coming, i'm trying to keep some hope because my temps are still high and still the creamy white CM and today no more cramps, so trying to have hope through despair. I believe I tested to early so we'll see what happens over the weekend

[jilligan_island]

I know how hard it is. AF showed up today for me and it just made me so angry. I've been trying for sooooo long and it just feels like it's never going to happen. I keep researching all sorts of natural remedies- from vitamins, herbs, teas, acupuncture, etc. I don't know what else to do but to keep trying, again and again and again. It's so tough. Sending you hugs!

[prayingwife2000]

Don't give up until AF has showed up..I know its very hard and even more hurtful when AF comes when you just knew in your heart this was your month.Its okay to break down I have many,many days. Asking God why God....Its okay so many times o said I quit and give up...Keep going live it will get better...

[Sarah_Michelle]

Don't give up until AF actually arrives. From what I know it can take 6-12 days for implantation to happen and then from there it can take another 4 days or so for the pregnancy hormone to be detected by a test. You never know. I wish you all the luck.