thank you girls for giving me so much support and stregth along this looooong and dark wait.
My baby is back............................baby Sentz is back!!!!!. She is back..........she's in mommy's belly now.......i cannot describe to you my feelings right now because is a little bit of everything........numbness, happyness, stress, disbelief, and pride..........AND LOOOOOOVE and hope......all at the same time........
I cannot express this feeling.........not with words..........
Katie, you just sent shrivers thru my spine when you called me that way..........BIG squeeze received and right back at you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Your guys' time will come..........IT DOES COME! it is real now.......after all, it DID happen!...........
and (note for moronic people) NO!!!!............STRESS AND TTC DOES NOT CAUSE INFERTILITY!!!!
(altho getting fired might help a little tho......=))
I think what did the trick was the progesterone, i so know that was it!!!! (along with getting rid of a big baseball thing in the baby factory and getting rid of that darn Lupron.....and receiving with a nice face mrs. AF).....=))
i don't know how to tell dh......or ever whether to tell him or not! he's so stressing out over money is not even funnY!!!!
should i tell my parents??? maybe that'll help them ease the moods a little and enjoy their last couple of days here??!!! =))
You made me get all teary talking about your little girl being back. I can't wait for my angel to come home! I am sooo excited for you! DH said I was mildly obsessive this morning...as I woke up and went directly to the computer (before peeing even...which I had to do really bad) BUT I HAD to check on you! I just have a giant smile for you!
About telling DH...when we found we were pg with DS (we were soooooo poor) I made him a card that said Congrats! (on the front) and inside wrote DADDY! Little Baby Struble and put it with a jar of baby applesauce. The iorny there was the applesauce expired on Jan. 2, 2000....the day DS was born! How crazy is that!
OMG OMG OMG, I thought I'd die when I had to wait to open the picture, CONGRATS!!! I am Sooo Freakin excited, Yippee, Yippee, Yippee!!!! Get the digital and give it to DH.....My dh was at a bachelor party in the Keys and I painted huge letters in the spare bedroom wall that said FUTURE BABY ROOM in white paint....sux to still see that everyday, but soon it will be. Well, so HAPPY for you!!
Thank you girls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!! this is just sooooo awesome!!!!!! =))))))) i just can't stop smiling so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You all have made my day yesterday and today........, and of course is slowly sinking in..........not all the way yet tho.........but it is now with all these words!!! :' ))
Lisa!!! cross those legs girl!!!! we don't want my little nephew to come out yet do we/???????!!!!
Katie-you made my heart pump faster when you wrote about this morning girl!!!! THANK YOU so much for being here for me.......and all of you! i can't seriously stop smiling!!!!! that was so cute of you girl!!!
Kelly! only you would pull out something like that!!! lol!!! that is an awesome idea! I liked that a lot!!!!
Yes! This is so awesome!! Congratulations. See, like we said in an earlier post that not having a job was mandatory to get pregnant. And all that crack and mushrooms you were talking about must have helped. ;) Congrats again.
Thank you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)))))))) this is just sooooo amazing!!!!!!! thanx sooo much!!!!!! *dancing*
PBedazzle...see??? i told you! i was gonna get home and knock that darn egg out jumping off my roof! i did it! i broke a tooth too and cracked my head, but sure got that round pain in the butt out!!!!!!!!!!!! =)) (maybe dh's boys needed a little guidance there...hmmm now i know why he didn't want to do 'it' on O day.....maybe i didn't look that attractive without a tooth???)
Thank you for the words girls, and for the prayers. We will need them. I really hope this is a sticky baby and grabs a hold of mommy real tight for the next 9 months!!!! =))
Girl, go ahead and enjoy your BFP post!! Just tell DH that you both have 9 months to straighten out the money situation. Yeah, didn't we say it would happen that way, right after you get laid off? I can't see your new pics yet but I know they must be way darker than yesterday.
paraniodpattie---- thank you girlie! actually I pulled out (at 4:00 and half still snoring) a $ one......BFN!!!! lol.......still a little shadow but kinda lighter!! WTF! so, i cracked the FRER almighty and thought, well, this is it.....judgement day.....
Boy! did it come right up......but very faint....and then it developed.......you'll see when you get home...
Now, it's the first time i get one (besides my pregnancy in 2006) in FRER like that! i have gotten +'s with CVS but they turn out to be chemicals....
Wow! Now you really have my hopes up knowing your $trees are turning up shadowy after a BFP on other tests. Now I wish I would have saved my FRER for this morning instead of using it yesterday. I may try to make it to Walmart in time to get more but I may have to do that tomorrow since I'm getting off late tonight. Darnit! I left my $1 coupon home LOL. I still can't believe you haven't told DH yet. I cannot wait to get a definite BFP to open my yap!!
Ay dios mio! Estoy llorando!!! You're pregnant!!! So when are you going for the beta girl? OMG I am soooo happy for you, words cannot describe it!!! I'm sitting here with this huge *** smile on my face for you!
I'm sooo happy for you! You're gonna be a mommy soon! I wish you all the best! It's nice to see some BFPs once in awhile. :) Now, I'm going into work tonight and I'm quitting..maybe that'll do it!! LOL
AAWWWEEEEEE thanks girl!!!!! =)))) i just cannot stop smiling! i heard a song (i stopped at CVS to get some thank you cards for my coworkers) that ALWAYS makes me cry, as i was picking out cards, i saw one that says: 'congratulations to the grand-parents to be' and has a CUUUUTE picture of a baby sleeping.....and I DID NOOOOT cry!!! can you believe it???? I just CAN'T CRY!!! i tryed earlier and had to force myself since my coworker was saying goodbye to me....=( and felt terrible not sharing tears!!! lol!!!! i am just WAY TOO HAPPY to cry!!!! (or hasn't sunk in yet).
I'll tell you paranoidpattie! i almost 'shat' myself this morning when i saw the $BFN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but then with the other one was like ouhh!!!! WTF....!!!! I think i trust a FRER 2384013 times more! hahaha
Girl you better go pee in those sticks right now and come and tell us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Girl, it's bad enough I'm counting down the hours now and watching the clock. I had entirely too much water this morning. Only two hours to go!! I'm soooo thirsty too!! I'm wondering if I shouldn't take it at work because I may start crying if it's a BFN and I didn't bring my Visine today.
And imagine if you didn't have the other test to take along with the $tree, you would have really been bummed out. I know you said you saw the cute baby cards but did you buy them?
hahahaha heck yeah i did!!!! i am a freaking mess! i know i said: no, im gonna be all careful about this one when it happens......shoot no! i am not! i am getting all excited as the day goes by! i got them both! =))))
Girl, you might not have your visine but you have your visentz! lol....(oh...that was mega dorky), no seriously, you know you can come bawling or celebrating (most likely the second one!!!!) when you test ok??!!!!!
NOW GET YOUR bum over to the powder room and pee in the aluminum wraps or somethin! and bring us the news now!!!!!!!!!!!!! =))
well, back in May 2006 i discovered by freak accident i was pregnant with my DEAR tiny-itzy-bitzy-cuttie-little angel.......had her in my belly for 3 months till she grew wings and went back to heaven.......after my DNC, i got preggers again but lost it right away in August......and a WHOLE ENTIRE YEAR OF PAINFUL INFERTILITY went by............
The tarot reader that told me i was getting pregnant by aug 2007 told me it was a my same little girl that was going to come back to me. Same spirit. I never let her go.......=( i guess i cryed her so much.......=((
OOOOOHHH MAAANN!!! thank you girls!!!!!! this has been such an emotional day! (and loooong! couldn't go back to sleep after the BFP on FRER at 4 am!)........ya know, it sucked saying goodbye to my coworkers and office today, but in general, it wasn't THAT terrible bad inside myself......
I put the card in my parents hands and my dad could not read it! he goes: 'Hunny i don't have my glasses here, could you read it for me?'......so i read it, something like 'with those tiny hands, a grandchild will hold your entire heart, congratulations grandparents-to-be...'and then i wrote: 'our little pea is back'....and I LOST IT!!! BIG TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!! my mom stood up, gave me a BIIIG HUG! forgot all her drama! my dad was screaming and jumping, he kept asking 'is it real??? is it for real??? are you NOT kidding????" aweee!!!!
I gave dh his, and he smiled sooooo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!! he goes; 'are you SERIOUS???'......and he was laughing when i put; 'do not have words to express how i feel but one thing i can surely say:.........OMG, i am SOOOO choosing the name of this kid! i did all the work this month!!!!!!!!'
It was a great great day girls......THANK YOU FOR ALL THIS NICE WORDS, THOUGHTS, LAUGHS AND PRAYERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I couldn't have done this without this support....i would have literally gone nuts!
Thank you girls!!! thank you sooo sooo much!!!!!!.......you guys are so right, He never closes ALL doors.....it felt like it for a while, but really, with this little bean inside, i feel ALL MIGHTY! lol, like nothing really can go THAT terribly wrong (well, unless health is an issue on my loved ones...).
The bad news: I just got a notice yesterday that they rejected our welfare one time medical help for my mom's HUGE ankle bill.....is up to $15K now and they are sending us collection notes left and right! now great! i don't have a job, I have my little bean to worry for...and if that's not enough we are up to our ears in SH*T!......
I am going to the hospital tomorrow first thing and B*TCH! to that lady and demand they take some REAL action on this!!!!!!!!!!!! this is ridiculous!!!!
I told dh about it and he was just staring blank at me like not knowing what the heck to do!....i hate to see him like that....and my dad is all worried now.....
My doggie got into the trash can in the kitchen and i was yelling at her but dh came all frustrated and screamed like i've never heard him do......i got so emotional and started bawling!.....he is so scared......! I've been applying for jobs and not ONE phone call! =(((
Altho, I was crying, it just felt some sort of warmth in my heart..., yes, i was crying, but i wasn't REALLY hurting anymore......that feeling of 'nothing else matters' just took over and all of a sudden i started thinking 'well, there's something that WILL come out of this....'
It's easy to think POSITIVE now!!!! i can't believe it!.......i am like in a dream!! please don't wake me up!!!! this is awesome! =)
*sighs* im concearned for dh....and for our financial situation, but really, if nothing comes up after my parents leave (this wednesday) I will knock door to door and try to clean houses or something!
We will be lik 1000 dollars short this month!!!!!! =(((
Oh my gosh......, i am so scared that this stress affects my little pea........scared sh*tless!!!! but as long as i have her, and she's fine.....daddy and I will be fine somehow.....
I took another CVS (ept) this morning and guess what......it came out SO DARK!!!!!!!!!!!! =)))))))))
*dancing* yeeeesss!!!!! =))
Girls, have a great weekend and thank you ALL for your kind words!!!!!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!
Hey girl, I am so sorry to hear that you are going through all this stress. I know everything will work out for the best. You have such an awesome personality, I am sure in no time you will have so many job offers you won't know what to do!!!
Please know that we are all here for you and we LOVE to hear from you!!! So, remember I will keep you in my prayers, and EVERYTHING will work out great!!!!
Glad to hear your test are getting darker!!! You deserve it..... be happy and know that it will be all good!!!
you know you could always go through a temp agency for work till something comes along. i know it seems so darn difficult right now, but it will be ok, after all you have that bfp! it does all work out, its just hard to see it sometimes.
Tell the hospital that you can only afford X amount of money every month (ex: $10.00 a month) and that's what you will pay. I'm sure you can come to some agreement of some kind. Make sure you get it in writing, and don't skip a payment or they will send you straight to collections. Good luck!!!
OMG!! I was SOOOO flippin' excited when I read your post heading! I am so happy for you....I can't even tell you! It just figures, with all that you had going on this past month ;) Crazy... I will continue to pray that you have a healthy pregnancy and that you find a way thru the financial struggles!
On a side note, could you tell me about the thing that you had removed? After my lap., the RE said something about male parts, but I was too out of it to really understand what he said...but I did think of you right away :) lol, isn't that nice? And your BFP gives me a lot of hope now that they have cleaned me out....did you have a lap. or something else? and when was it? Sorry for all of the questions, but I wasn't able to find the old posts...this forum looked different to me today...
awwweeeeee thanks girls!!!!!! I have thought about it....going to a temp agency, but then again, i could collect unemployment and still make that much! (or more) otherwise, if i work, i won't make as much and won't have time to go to interviews since working in a factory won't let me take off just like that...=( i saw a help wanted ad in a restaurant today, i know the owner! he's a good friend of the family! and i, ironically, used to work there when i was tramiting my papers....yep....under the table....=/....so, i told dh i was gonna ask him if he would want me to work there certain hours and i would get $ under the table....
Dh doesn't want me to and says we have a cushion for 3 or 4 months....but i still would see it as an option....get 'some' money and get unemployment....i know, this is illegal as heck...but, what can i do??? baby sit?? would be the same....or clean homes??? same thing! =( *sighs* but you guys are right, i got my BFP and that's enough happiness and strength to keep going thru tough times!!!! =)
I am going tomorrow to the hospital and get some more options, something WILL come up....I just know it! (is just tough when i think of my poor little pea coming to this world with parents struggling financially....but, in the end, that's what makes a woman so stinking fertile isn't it???!!!!!).
aslchick- how are you feeling sweetie???!!! please please please keep me posted! and ASK AWAY! i would love to share every little thing i had done! heck! I am soooo sure that you will be posting a HUGE ole' BFP here VERY soon!
I had a fibroid the size of a tennis ball in my uterus. RE put me on high dose of Lupron depot for 2 months to shrink it and then cut it off in a lap. When i had my lap, the fibroid had shrunk to nothing! and my uterus had endo from my DNC a year ago. I had scarr tissue all over the base and ligaments of my uterus, and he lasered it off. He also found a paraovarian cyst (yep, my shy penis!!! lol!!!!) and said: when you were forming before you were born, and your sex was being defined, this would have been male parts, but EVERYONE has both sexes (in a sense) until one takes over (defined by the chromosomes) and develops more than the other one...till these other ones dessapear. Well yours didn't all the way and became a cyst, but, it's tiny and below the ovary, not in it. I didn't do anything to it cuz it won't affect your fertility.
Sooooo, i looked it up and really never found anything of that 'male' cr*p he said! lol....i just read there's really not much to it and you can still conceive...=)
Hey girl! thanks for thinking of me when you heard penis!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)))) unfortunately i got a little one! lol
Anyway, after my lap in may, i waited june, and then nothing.....i was so bummed, then july and nothing.....i was REALLY bummed!!! went to RE and BIT*HED!!!.....he told me:'ok...you JUST got your period after 3 months, which you were expected to have it just like that....and if you don't conceive this month we'll wait 3 months and give you clomid'.....
i was like 'what!!!! wait??? hell no!!!!!!' but, then i read, that it was normal to have lupron out of your system 12 weeks after your last shot.........and 12 weeks after i got my PERIOD!!! =))
so, he gave me progesterone, and told me to start taking them as soon as i saw my BFP....i said: 'F! it!!' and i started taking it since 3 dpo.......
And it did the trick! my uterus was clean and i had the 'stuff' to glue my baby to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have a very good friend of mine (mslkpage) that TTC'ed for over 2 years. Had a bunch of nasty mc's and had a Lap done....she didn't take any lupron so she was all cleaned out (scar tissue) and ready to go that month! she waited her first period that was like 2 weeks after and guess what....she got KNOCKED UP right away!!!! so....YES GIRL! it does happen!!! i got knocked up too right away! and several others did after a lap!.......did you have scar tissue too?? or endo????
Sweetie, i am soooo hopeful it's happening for you!!!!!! (you have to do drugs too and quit your job......) ;))
Thanks to all for the advise and awesome words that keep coming! i still can't believe it!
My dad bought me a 'pregnancy journal' yesterday and is SO CUTE!....im starting to fill it out and i am still static sometimes...i just stare blank at it and hold it in my hands and still feel like this is not happening to me............;')
I told my FIL and girlfriend and she was shedding tears with me! it was so cute! they congratulated us and he smiled so cute when i called him grandpa!!!! AHHH!!!! such a dream come true!!!!!! i see pregnant women now and i still have trouble believing that one day soon i will grow that big.....for the right reasons! =) thank you for your prayers girls! thank you so much!!!
Don't be sorry! I was THRILLED when I saw your reply!!! I had to come back to work today and am miserable sitting here - everytime a cramp occurs, I feel like I could die - not to mention, the horrendous headache that I have...
RE said that there was no endo or scar tissue - just a really nasty huge cyst on the left side (which is funny bc that side NEVER develops with the Clomid - wonder if that is the reason for the cyst) and the other thing that he took from my right side...so he's optimistic! It's probably a good thing that I am off the meds this month simply because dh and i can have fun again! I get so calculated with the meds and trigger shot that I can't imagine why he would even want to touch me! I am emotional today and I am guessing it's because of the discomfort, etc. (I am a big baby when it comes to pain!)
I am soooo stinkin' happy for you and Brown Eyed Gurl - I feel like it's happening to me too (which just confirms the "crazy" theory that most folks have about me :) ) Please don't leave the site completely...I want to stay in touch with you crazy folks - makes me feel less crazy :) lol
lol!!! awweeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! talk about emotional!!! i think i beat you by 10000 tiers!!!! Girl! *BIG HUGS* i will not leave this forum for million bucks! you guys are so amazing!!!!! And I am wishing with all my guts that you graduate now from this one too! i can't wait to see your BFP post and i am not losing hope on you! i just know you are a strong-a$$ woman and will fight till drop dead to get your dream!!!!!!!!!!!! and remember, we will be here to celebrate!!!!!! or listen or symply to keep updated with what's going on with you! ok??? so, chin up girlie, it is going to happen really soon! i am so sure that those nasty things were your problem and once removed, your baby maker is clean and ready to go anytime!! just make sure you get your good stack of OPK's and your thermometer and all the TTC supplies!
I know it's painful right now, but in the end, you'll look at your scars in the mirror and you will see nothing but a BIG WARRIOR that did whatever it took to acomplish her dream, so every time you see those pokes....feel damn HUGE! and PROUD! becuase you are one hell of a woman that has endured that and more!!!!!!!!!!! =))
Thank you...You can't even know how much those words mean to me right now...when I am feeling so weak and insignificant! I have lost count at the number of times I have laughed out loud (amidst the tears) at your posts....your fantastic attitude and positive drive have truly been an inspiration to me! Even throughout your most trying times, there is an obvious air of humor and self-appreciation that is incredible! I am sooo happy for your BFP - you deserve it soooo much!
I am waiting for a call from the RE to discuss the next step - not sure what he wants to do - so I'll keep you updated! :)
Congratulations in your BFP. Everyday, when i open this forum i look first in your message. You sound so amazing and funny woman. I wish im lucky also this month to have a BFP. AF is to arrive Tommorow but luckily my temp still high until now. Monthly, when AF come, my temp goes down 1 day before Af come but this month it still so high.I even have implantation dip on DPO 6 this month. Im crossing my fingers that it will not come.
THANKS GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =))
This just makes me all fluffy and fuzzy!!!! i feel like pink panther coming out of the dryer! just floating in the air!!! I love to see you guys' read my silly sh*t and have a kick out of it, i love when you guys tell me i had made your day.......=)) so cool!
I guess it just got to a point that so much cr*p just had to be a friggin' joke of life!!! it was just ridiculous to even cry anymore! lol =') but thanks to girls like you i made it thru and see? i DOES happen girls!
I am keeping my fingers, legs, toes and eyes crossed for you guys! i really believe it's happening so soon for you! aslchick, i would be surprised if you even get AF this month....and for the GOOD reasons! =))
lynn72, i just temped once (chemical after mc) and had my temps go down the day before AF too.....but this time, they went up (triphasic) on 12 dpo! ....have yours/??
ZevasMom, i got my blood drawn saturday, then again today...and wednesday.....again! (i am not b*tching at all....=) i would do that and more!) the poke of saturday hurt a little but todays wasn't bad...
I have to call thursday to find out if they are rising properly.....=S worried to death....
Dh is here nosing around every little thing you guys write to me....and he's been bugging about me never posting 'sweet things' about him (ya know, he's such a nice, cool, good looking, nurturing, romantic, sensitive kind of guy.....)
No, but seriously, he's hot and has a nice butt.....so, that's really why i married him.....
oh he's got nice blue eyes too!
My temp still go up today and i POAS and there is a very faint faint line :-) but im not so sure.I used the internet cheapest. I even experimented the OPK, at 12 DPo the test line has no line but today at 14 DPO, the test line is a little bit the same color of control line so im really hoping. Tmrw i POAS again and i will use the ultra sensitive ( 10 IU/ml).Last April i have a Laparoscopy and both tubes are open.This is the first month i use Clomid ( 50mg). Sorry, i dont know how to look about triphasic but i have implantation dip.
Im so happy for you. God bless and congrats again. Happy healthy 9 months.
aawweee thank you girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)) OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is it??!!!!!! why don't you pull out the BIG GUN FRER????!!! they do work after all.......(for the longest time i didn't think they would!) lol
GIRL! please keep me posted ok???!!!! you promise you post tomorrow first thing in the morning!!! or else i'll haunt you!!!!!!! ;))
I will show you my chart so far...
Girls!!!!!!!!! doctor just called!!!!!!!!!!!! my numbers from yesterday at 14dpo were: 269!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!! =)) im so happy and relieved!!!!!!!!!!!!! he'll call me tonight to compare the numbers from saturday to yesterdays and then we'll wait for the ones for tomorrow and will be able to say if this baby bean is viable or not......
=)) girls...please pray for us......=/ still so worried......but hopeful!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh dammit - crying again at work! I swear to the heavens above, I can't imagine what people think of me around here! Oh, who am I fooling? I don't care - let these happy tears for you flow like the river!!
If I could move without pain, I would be jumping up and down for you!!
aaaaaaaawwwwwwwweeeeeeeeee!!!!! that's so cute!!!! thank you for the blessings and prayers girls, thank you for the tiers and yeah! who give two c*aps about it!!! we are all damn crazy here and come up with all kinds of ideas and do all kinds of stuff! it's so funny when we share all we do when ttc'ing, and realize we are not the only ones that rip apart a test to look for the smallest amount of pink.....or blue......or pee on anything that has a wick and window.....or not even sometimes!!! =))
my opk's still come up MEGA negative!!! they do not have a second line!......so, girls don't get discouraged when you don't see an opk getting darker =))
girl, you will be jumping in a couple of weeks.....you'll see.....(and i hope on top of your dh since you'll get your +opk real soon too!!! =))
Wow, your numbers sound good vsentz!!! Congrats again!!! You know I don't understand this whole chart thing?? You take your temp and stuff and put it online..is that how that works? Not that I have anything to chart...haha...
yep! you go buy a digital thermometer and stick in under your pillow at night, every morning as soon as you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock you pull it out and stick it in your mouth.....then you write it down every day (you can print out a chart from just mommies.com) and put a dot on the temp you have that day. Then you open an account on fertility friend.com and record every day your temp....and that's it! =)
So what's the next step for you girl? how are you feeling today?
and when your temp rises you are ovualting? How much will it rise?
My next step well who knows...did you see my other posts? My RE thought I might have had a molar pregnancy but after looking at the pathology my OB said it didn't come back as a molar. So..my OB was supposed to talk to my RE today but I never heard back. I think the RE wants to do another D and C thinking I have leftover tissue...if that's what he wants to do then I'm game...let's go...fun, fun, fun. It's just so weird..if I didn't know I wasn't I would swear I'm pregnant. I'm still having cramps...etc. On sat. I did an OPK it came our smiley..the doctor said the HCG might have affected it. I did again today it came out negative...who knows??
girl, yes! i read your post...actually i just answered that one....=)
what about a lap??? have you asked about that??? in my last DNC (doc was not very good) he left me scarred and i developed endo and a fibroid.....=( not good....
Can you ask about getting a lap to see what's going on in there?? if you have insurance it's covered anyway! that way they can clean you out, fix you up and you will be ready to go for sure!!!
Yeah...me too...I'm so tired of hearing myself talk about af..haha. It's crazy this should be over by now. My doctor's didn't even call me today. I'm ready to move on...let's go...D and C...I'm ready for it...heck! I'm practically begging for it. I'm going to bug the **** out of them tomorrow if I don't hear by 1:00. My RE was going to consult with my OB to see what happened with my D and C. I know my OB had said that I had a lot of bleeding so she had to put something on my cervix or uterus to make my blood clot...wondering if that kept everything up there...sorry so graphic. It's just weird I didn't really have cramps until recently and I only had a little spotting on the 9th and 10th. I just wish we could sue for this...you know...all this pain and suffering...My RE didn't mention a lap. I do have insurance...the crazy thing is I've been off all Summer and I'm going back to school next week...so if they want to do a D and C...they have like Thurs. or Fri...and I'm going to make that clear tomorrow....
I'mm sooooo excited for you...are you psyched...how far along do you think you are??
Hi vsentz. I tested again today and there is a very faint faint faint line but maybe its only my imagination because i really want to have a BFP. I feel so down:-(. My temp still goes up and AF not here yet. Maybe im only late this month because of clomid thing.Im 1 day late already. Never in my life that im late because sometimes AF was even early. Majority i have 27 day cycle. But why my temp still goes up? Tmrw i will not test because it makes me only so down. If this week AF will not come i will go to my OB for Blood Test.
But anyway im so excited for you because at long last you are already pregnant. Last year when i first join here in forum i always read all your message ecause you sound so funny :-).I even remember mlkspage and old newlywed because there are the first who answer my message. Congrats again.
ashort- Girl!! I am so sorry they are putting you thru all this bull!!!!!!!!!! this is something NO woman should ever go thru!!!! =(( I remember how it feels.....its just such a devastating thing to go over and over with the same cr*p!!!!! Sweetie, are you covered or could you be by your dh's insurance??? have you thought about switching doctors???
I am so sorry about all this wait.....but please know you are not alone ok?? we are here for you to vent and for you to ask away and just talk if you want to!! =)
I am PSYCHED!! yes I am!!!! (im trying to be a little cautious, but to be quite honest, is like a good orgasm! lol!! like...at the begining you are like oh no! im getting there....no wait....aaaaah!! lol!!!!!!!! and then you cannot go back anymore!!! LOL!! ...............if that makes any sense......).
I still see girls with their big bellies and kinda think stupid things and feel a little anxious about me never reaching that point....=(
I know i know.....smack me around....
Lynn72- Girl do you remember all of us crazy bunch???!!! i can't believe it! that's long time ago!!!!! Mslkpage is due here soon....(Low22 was the first knocked up, then da-10 but unfortunately lost hers......then, mslkpage, then me! .....still to go: oldnewlywed and marsxp)!!!
I got so happy when i read your post! you made me remember good 'ole times!.....and also I AM SO STINKING excited about your faint!!!!!!!!!!! a line is a line!!!! what are you testing with????? is it coming up in the time frame/?????? you gotta give me more info!!!!!!!!!!!!! =))
I don't think it would affect your temps whether you sleep a little more or not.......i think you can still get away with half hour or so, or with going to bed later.....is that what you mean???
I am so rooting for you!! I just know in a couple of days you will be posting BFP!!!!
Girls, i still cannot leave this forum! lol....im so scared i'll graduate and go to the maternal and then BAM! something....ya know.....(don't wanna say it! i don't wanna jinx myself!!!)
Hi vsentz. Well, the ugly face shows :-(. This morning my temp goes down so i know AF is on the way so im CD 1 now. I will take clomid 100 mg this month on day 3 to 7 and i will drink also Rubittusin, maybe it will help. Pray for me. Sometimes i lost hope already that i will become pregnant. Last Sept 2006, i have an early miscarriage so maybe this next month ( sept) i will have my BFP:-). Im crossing my fingers and toes.
Yesterday i tested the Ultra sensitive Pregnancy test that can detect 10.its comes in the time frame bu it was really really so so so faint so maybe its only my imagination.
But im wondering also, sorry if TMI, that came out today, its like mixed green brown red blood. And its long so i dont know what it is.
Yes, i remember when Low22, da-10 and mlkspage post their BFP. But marxsp and old newlywed just disapear. I remember your group at the time. Funny group and very friendly to all even you are new in the forum or old.Me, i ddnt post so much I just read everyday to learn. Its fun to read here. Educational.
Pertykirtty( i forgot the spelling) and peekawho can give so good advises.
Goodluck and yout pregnancy. I wish next montn i will have my BFP. God bless.
So did you get your beta results yet? I was just wondering how things were going for you. And I know your from Mexico. But do listen to a variety of Spanish music? I just found this amazing song written by a young man from Spain, Alex Ubago, it's called Sin Miedo a Nada. OMG it's such an amazing love song. I had to share with someone!!! LOL, I'm a dork sometimes.
I told you that I couldn't wait to read your post with your BFP!!!!!
I'm so happy for you!!!!! Isn't it great?!
I can't wait now to know what you are going to have....
Keep us posted with all the great news!
Vsentz...don't leave us!!!...you have a lot of good info. to share. Well, I went to the RE today again..yes again. My beta has gone down to 12...YEAH!! He said that he wants to do a water sono tomorrow. He can finally see in my uterus my lining was thiner 5mm. He said he sees a very tiny piece of leftover tissue. The water sono will help him make sure that is all their is. If it is just the little piece..no DNC he said he will do it in the office and BAM I will be at zero in no time. He gave me some nasty antibiotics to take for 5 days...they make me feel soooo sick!!!
When do you go back to the RE? You must be so excited.....I'm so happy for you!! Thanks for listening!
lynn72- (((HUGS))) oh sweetie, i am so sorry about AF showing........ya know, that thing you are describing doesn't sound good....greenish you said??? why don't you call your doctor and ask him? i know when it's green is sign of an infection? now don't pay attention to me, since i don't know much about that stuff.....but it'll be worth a visit for your peace of mind...right?? =0)
Oldnewlywed was awesome too.....i haven't heard from her in ages!!!! i just keep in touch with some of them....the majority...they are AWESOME friends!!! =)) we just about gossip every stinking day!!!
mami2karina- girl i am downloading the song right now!!!!!!!! i just listened to it!! it's cool!!!! ya know which one makes me bawl?? (not that it takes much) .....(dammit! i forgot the name! lol) it's a Shakira one....it goes 'por que eres tuuuuu mi soool, la feeee con que vivo, la potencia de mi voz, los pies con que camino....' blah blah blah...lol ;)
jessime- THANK YOU GIRL! i really look forward to know what it is....not that i care....BRING ME ANYTHING! i'll take it!!!!!!!! lol ;) my mom wants a girl, dh wants a boy....my daddy doesn't care.....so he says...but i know he'll die with a boy....;) i'll take anything!!!!! =)) i was shopping yesterday for a cousin of ours that just had a baby....and finally i could manage myself to go thru the baby stuff without feeling like sh*t!!! =)) i was actually looking at the maternity stuff!!! no tiers!!!!! But what really has me nervous is the heart beat....never made it that far...=(
ashort- GIRL! what's going on!!! i mean, were you pregnant still? or was it another one???? what's up with that!!!! i think you just had that little chunk that is confussing the hell out of your baby maker and it's going out of whack! =( I am so sorry you are going thru this girl........Here's a big squeeze with my newly prominent boobs.....(((HUGS!!)))
LOL.....you girls keep me posted ok???
Oh, i almost forgot! the nurse called yesterday (it was about friggin time!!!) and told me finally all the numbers....so here they are:
12 dpo- 51
16 dpo- 7....seven hundred and some change....can't remember the actual number! but it's DOUBLING!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!! =))
Now i have to go get another one on wednesday and they say it has to go up to 2000....and then, the moment of truth......the HEART BEAT.....
=/ nervous as heck!!!
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