Life...

hello All,
today I had to start medications for my IVF #2.
Unfortunately last night my grandmother passed away.
I have to fly abroad to get to the funeral,she was a mother for me when my Mum died.
So no IVF this month .I have to start the BCP again on December 3rd with and estimated start on 12/30.
I'm so sad for my grandmother and so sad that she will never see me pregnant(she wanted it sooo much).
I will not have a computer with me all the time but I will try to check sporadically the next 10 days.
Good luck to all and SSBD

[Brown Eyed Gurl]

I'm so sorry about your loss.  And I'm sorry about not getting to do the IVF.

[Helen72]

I am so very sorry for your loss.  
Have a safe journey,
Helen

[Want2BeMama]

im so sorry for you loss i lost my grandmother when i was really young i never got to know her and i can only immagine what it would feel like  just like you said LIFE....just be strong you will get trough it! Good luck with your next IVF.

[Lexima]

I'm very sorry for your loss.
But I guess we have to deal with what life gives us and then proceed forward.

Stay strong during this difficult time.

[Tanker Chic]

Oh Miky, I am so sorry to hear about your grandmother.   I know the 30day delay for IVF is a downer also.  Sometimes it is hard to get a break.  I know you can handle tho.. take care..

Sorry for your loss.  Hannah

[shesherm]

I am very sorry to hear about your grandmother.  Mine passed away this summer and she too was like a mother to me when my mom passed away.  Our lil girl will have her middle name :O) and I know you to will get your BFP and wouldnt be suprised if it were  a girl tooo.  You are in my thoughts and prayers during this tough time....hang in there

[Wendy80]

I'm so sorry ... for both the loss of your grandmother and the delay of your IVF.  Our thoughts and prayers are with you.  

[ms320]

I'm very sorry to hear about your loss and the delay in your IVF.  Hopefully, the fond memories of your grandmother will get you through this difficult time and someday, you'll be able to see parts of her in your own child.  Safe  trip
Mary

[HeathJo]

My grandmother was dx'd with cancer June 9th of this year and died July 10th. I am named after her, and she raised my sister and I for a year after my parents divorced at age 6. The grief is still overwhelming, especially with the holidays, and I am SOOOO empathetic as to what you must be going through.

Being delayed doesn't help AT ALL I bet. But, perhaps your stress level would be too high this month anyway. It would be a shame to get a BFP this month and then have stress compromise the health of your baby. Take this month to grieve and reflect on the memory of your dear grandmother.

As far as her not seeing you pregnant, I believe she is with you now and always will be.  I once heard someone say that THOSE WHO HAVE PASSED HOLD YOUR CHILDREN BEFORE YOU DO, and I honestly believe this. It is a great comfort to me to know that my grandparents will get to be great-grandparents and take care of my children in this life and the afterlife. Please just take of YOU right now--that is what your gm would want, and it is what you must to to prepare for your babies.

My prayers are with you. . .Heather Jo