U/S, FIBROIDS, AND HCG TEST DONE TODAY, I'M SO SCARED, PLS SHARE YOUR STORIES

OK ladies, I don't know how I'm gonna make it through the weekend, I had a 2nd u/s today and STILL nothing (it was awful too, cause the girl that did it was 9mos pregnant, which made it even worse).  She saw fibroids and told me that as long as they're not where the baby belong, it should be OK, BUT THEY STILL DON'T SEE A BABY, A SAC, NOTHING, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, AS IF I'M NOT EVEN PREGNANT.  My Dr. sent me to get my HCG levels checked, I'm assuming I'll find out the results Monday at my 3:30pm appt.  I'm at 5weeks & 5 days, so the tech said they should atleast see a sac at this pont which she didn't.  Half way through she said that she "THINKS" she sees a VERY, VERY small dot. I'm so scared right now, I know I'm going to stress over it all weekend, I just want to see SOMETHING! GEESH, first the torment of ttc, now the torment of will my baby survive......this is the worse.......thanks for any all comments.....don't know what I'll do without you ladies, I swear I've found some online sister friends..........

[tina1111]

It's going to be ok Nicky. Early u/s are the worst just for this reason. Search some posts and you will see. Some didn't even see anything at all at 6-7 wks. Did they say what hcg was? I know it has to get to something like 11-12000(not sure) b4 you can see it. It doesn't mean there's anything wrong. I know how you must be feeling and I'm sorry you are so scared. Give it a little time. (((hugs))))

[Nickey1]

thank you so much, words or encouragement are greately appreciated AND NEEDED.  I don't know my HCG levels yet, as they drew my blood around 4:45 today, so I'll find out Monday, BUT the radiology tech, did say IF my HCG levels are high, then it wouldn't be good, because the higher the levels the better chance that they should see SOMETHING.......Imma have to wait to find out more 3:30pm Monday, and already I can't wait..........thanks again, maybe I'll try to sleep the weekend away

[dardamico]

I know this is like an emotional roller coaster ride.  I would try to keep focusing on the fact that she thinks she saw a small dot.  By the time you're 6 weeks, she may see more.  I know it's tough to wait.  Try to hang in there.  I will be praying.

[Belmom2]

Oh Nickey!  I know how you feel, I went through this before exactly what you are going through now.  I'm scared too for you.  You need to sit back and relax  while you can, stress is not good.  I'm pregnant the same time as you are now.  I'm trying not to think over this, everyone told me to think positive and it is hard to think what if and blah blah.  Anyway, my first U/S at 8 weeks found nothing and one week later after that found a gestational sac and fetal pole but no heartbeat, the measurement of the sac was 6 weeks.  My first HCG with that was 1,304mlu and 20.2ng at 4-5 weeks.....the second was 10,086 to 11,519 which was not a normal increase over 96 hours at 9 weeks that's when we found the gestational sac and fetal pole....D/C was done, that's my story.  So nervous about going to my first U/S in 2 more weeks!  

Take it easy and wait for Monday.  Keep us posted.

[shesherm]

Nicky, hang in there it is still early.  That is why i dont like early ultras sounds but you know I'll be right there DEMANDING one.LOL.  I just know lil pre-seed JR will be OK.  Try to keep yourself busy this weekend to keep your mind off it as much as possible.  Let us know how it goes monday.  You are in my thoughts and prayers. STICKY STICKY BABY DUST
Sheila