Well.....

Looks like this 2nd IVF is failing.. Tomorrow is the clinic pregnancy test and today I started spotting and now the blood is very dark,like brown. Reality is really settling in for me right now.. I fell like total ****. My husband and I wanted this so very badly but now things are looking so bad for our future together. I will let you all know what the results are tomorrow. I am really not looking forward to hearing the news. I'm having doubs about my clinic and doctors. Sometimes I think they were just using me to get my eggs, since I was in the egg share program twice already. Did the know what they were doing? Did they insert it correctly.. The stupid nurse said they were 'grade A  the very best eggs' SHE SAID THAT THE 1ST TIME! I'm so angry.

[Heather5]

I'm so sorry you're feeling a bit down right now, but please try to stay positive. If it's just some brown spotting, it could be from implantation. I'll keep  my fingers crossed for you! Good luck tomorrow!

[miky72]

I agree with Heather.Actually spotting is very common with multiple pregnancy.
Good luck tomorrow!

[Mita721]

I understand exactly what your going through. I am 2dpt and feel like I could start my period any minute now. I am having lots of back pain. Did u have any. Is this normal. I am so scared. This is my fourth IVF cycle. I feel like such a failure. I am depending on Gods strenghth. I am trying not to give up. You hang in there too.

[mommyin10]

I'm so sorry you're upset! :(  Like the others said, stay positive & wait to see what happens with your pregnancy test.  Maybe the brown spotting is a good sign!?  I'll keep my fingers crossed for you, too :)  Take care!

[chacha0909]

Thank you ladies for being so supportive. I appreciate it.. I will be going to the clinic here soon.. The clinic is about 45 minutes away from where I am. I will let you know what they say when I get the results.. Still spotting brown stuff.. Just a little cramping this morning, no back pain though.. I feel pain in my neck  and shoulders though because I'm so stressed out.