Thanks for the support as usual ladies.
Arlotheslug, any questions you have re IVF I'll certainly help If I can. Migraine is still pressing..going to go put some frozen peas on my head until dh can do relexology on me when he gets home from work...hopefully it won't last much longer!
your courage is very inspirational. That is great that you are thinking about adopting and helping a child that deserves loving parents like it seems like you and your DH will be. Are you going to think at all about donor sperm in the future to experience pregnancy or is that off you and hubby's list completely now?
dnikki - Good luck on your test tomorrow. Hopefully AF will stay away and not cause you more anxiety. I'm sure you'll do fine, just be confident! Can't wait to hear how it goes.
mommyin09 - Oooh, you live by the beach, now I'm really jealous! I did look at your chart and I know it was going down there for a while, but I think it still looks good. I know what you mean though, you resign yourself to a BFN and then something else happens to give you hope again. It could definitely still happen though.
luvkayln - Thanks for the note and your good wishes. I think you're right, it's definitely better if my cycle decides to be longer this time. I did just do an OPK about 2 hours ago and there was a pretty strong line there, but not quite dark enough, so it looks like I'm on my way!
babynr - It sounds like you have some really good symptoms there! Your beta will be here before you know it and hopefully you'll be getting some good news!
Arlotheslug - Thanks for the good karma! I'm so happy to see that you're feeling a little better today. You're right, there are still some good things to focus on and if you keep trying and stay positive, it will work out eventually.
leighanne - Good luck tomorrow! It's only natural to feel the way you do, but try to enjoy it and envision the little life that is being created inside you. What a blessing!
arlotheslug and luvkayln, thanks for your support. I am just keeping my fingers crossed that my levels double one more time tomorrow and then i cna set up an ultrasound. It is all still so surreal to me at the moment and part of me has that nervous feeling that it will all be torn away as fast as it was given to me.
i have not had it done yet but i was planning on it. I have a friends mother who is studying thta and polarity which i guess is also really good for infertility also and she is begging me to try it. I honestly just do not have the extra money right now to pay for a session. My therapist (yes i also see one for my MC 2 losses and to try to work through them), she said she has it done all the time and strongly suggests it.
You will do great tomorrow on your exam:)
You women are amazing. I think we are the strongest I know.
Leighanne: I hope everything keeps going well! doubling is awesome.
Candie: keep plugging forward. Looking for that + - sending karma your way.
dnikki: good luck with your test tomorrow! I know you will do awesome!
Luvkayln and mommyin09: I hope AF stays away, but am glad you are moving forward in a positive way.
babynr: your symptoms sound REALLY promising. I will need some guidance on the whole IVF process soon. We are going to go for it. DH is going on clomid. We meet with the Drs on July 7th and our cycle will be in september. Sending you karma.
Stacey: Isn't it exciting? I remember seeing those follies and feeling like it was a real possibility - I really could get this. I will keep you in my thoughts!
vortex: keep us posted. You are in the tww? What CD are you?
Some +ives - (i) I can produce heathy good follicles; (ii) DH's count has actually improved; and (iii) I have a two new drs who are comfortable with me going forward with my RA (rheumatoid arthritis) drugs while trying to conceive (Trust me, I had a long long talk and it is actually safe - had a really bad dr who wanted me to go off all drugs before trying and well, that creates frankenstein in my body - and is not soo good for my system - puts in all in crisis mode). keeping the momentum! ;-)