frustrated

Hi all,

am so frustrated waiting for AF.

Had a pregnancy loss end of November (stopped growing at 6 weeks) with a D&E at 12 weeks.  Dr. said I should wait 2 cycles before trying again (we are using IUI and femara).  So first cycle took 45 days. No problem.  That was expected.  

But now I am 42 days with no sign of AF, though I have been cramping on and off since 4 weeks.... I did a pregnancy test at about 35 days and it was negative.  So pretty unlikely I am pregnant - unless I ovulated super late.

I am just venting here.  But I so hate hate hate this being in limbo waiting game.  

Just to make it worse, my twin sister just announced her 4th pregnancy (she's had a few miscarriages and been ttc for a year - but is sure this one will stick), and though I'm happy for her I am also jealous, as I really would love a second child!.

[Heather5]

I'm so sorry about your loss. I can totally understand your frustration, and feeling a bit jealous about your sister's pregnancy is totally normal with everything you've gone through. I think we've all been there. Hopefully your cycles will get back on track soon so you can start TTC again.

[misslollipop]

good luck and hope all returns to normal soon so the ttc journey can start again