grrrrrrrr THA DEVIL IS A LIAR!!!!

Okay for those who dont know my situation here is a short version:  I got pregnant at 17 lost my baby and didnt know I was pregnant until i lost it.  I didnt have my first pap until I was 20 because my mama didnt take me I waited until i moved out....I suffered from PID and fibroids..i didnt know i jad fertility problems until 2006 when the dye test showed my tubes were blocked.....I researched and fount a reproduction specialist that said she could help..i had my first opperation on Sept 19 to remove my right dialted fluid filled tube and one fibroid and finally a D&C..through lap surgery...I just had which I figured was going to be my last hurttle..my last surgery on Nov 21 to remove 2fibroids and to clean me out and start me on my way...I just came back from them taking my stint out I asked her about thr green flag to  TTC she the said........The dye didnt go through during surgery..but I may have to look at report again to see but was sure it was still blocked.....CRYING.....what blocked all this surgery and what still blocked i thought I was done i thought God had finally set me free and cross over to the motherhood world.....I  got teary-eyed on the  table and got dress and left to go home ..i call DH and he tells me what he always say "dont worry its going to happen just watch and see"  I came straight home and fell to my knees and prayed to God 'when is my turn"   Im only 25 and feel like my bio clock is out of mins........ladies I need your hugs, hearts, and prayers......I thought I would be leaving the DR with a big fat smile and ready to finally FINALLY FINALLY TTC

[cure65roses]

Ohhhhhhhh  my heart goes out to you.  Please keep in mind, that you are still very very very young, dear.  I know you are beyond ready, but really you have plenty of time.  Stay focused, PERSIST.  You'll get there eventually.  YOU WILL!!    As far as the biological  clock that's ticking then I can tell you ALL about that.  I am 35, and that's when the pressure really hits...  And there's even some ladies on this forum, even older than me, who are still desperately trying to conceive.

Hang in there you still have age on your side ~ there's plenty of time for you...  

Keep praying, and God will give you answers and put you on the right path.


(((HUGS)))

[LIL_LADY24]

Thanx so much I need as much hope and encouraging words like urs as I can get.....stay blessed!

[40smama]

Lil Lady - i agree w/35 - while at 25 it must feel like you have little time left, in reality you do - I promise!  I waited until 42-43 to get serious about conceiving w/current dh.  By that time, I'm sure my biological clock was not just ticking - it was freakin' BANGING like a bomb waiting to go off.  I'm willing to bet your re will be able to get those tubes unblocked and you'll be on your way - good luck & SSBD (don't lose hope) - jen

[LIL_LADY24]

Thank you so much...I do agree with you I have plenty of time, its just when you want something so bad that you been praying for and its taking seem like forever when it will ever get here... I am greatful for this site and my medhelp pals because without people like you to calm people like me down...We probably would have just cried ourselves to death......Thanks and I pray that before your bomb waiting to go off ( lol cute..as u put it) dont go off until your blessed with a beautiful angel as well!!!!!!!!!!!  

[mommyluv02]

hey lil lady, I too am 25 and only have one tube left and found out that that one is blocked, so i know the feeling of being let down. I was told that we would have to have IVF to have any more kids, There is time, i know it still stings but it gets better. You are by any means close to being out of the game there is still IVF. Yeah it is pricey but if you have insurance or save then im sure it will be worth it. I am sorry that you have to deal with this like i said i know what you are feeling. message me any time if you want to talk.
Amanda

[LIL_LADY24]

Im glad to have me another woman my age and have the same problem....I think that is what I will have to end up doing if God has that in his plan for me... I was always scared of IVF because of the price and all the medication and things you have to do before the actual transfer but I will message you for more info.......Thanks for reaching out to me in this time of hurt and sadness.....

[LIL_LADY24]

AF CAME THE DAY AFTER THANKSGIVING LORD!!!!! MAYBE THATS A GOOD THING A CHANCE TO START FRESH IF GOD SAYS THE SAME!