i feel like such a *****!!!!!!

[babydayz421]

ive just found out that my uncle and wife are expecting thier 2nd baby dont get me wrong i am happy for them but every time i hear that someone is pregnant i fill so sad and depressed, and as asshamed as i am to say it im so jealous whens it going to be my turn????  everyone in my life is pregnant or already has children its getting me so down that i find myself makeing excuses not to go round friends and familys houses like i used to i cant bare feeling like this!! sorry for going on xxx

[Chrissieanddan]

well I will keep my fingers crossed that it works for you, they have given me progesterone via pessaries, for when & if I get to that stage.

Its **** sticking needles in every day but hopefully the outcome will be well worth it.
I will let you know how it goes tomorrow.
Take care chill out, remember this is the time for you to relax you dont want any stress at the mo.

[vingulf]

am on my 2ww. transfer was done last 12/26. first blood test on 1/7. still doing the progesterone shots so my bum is sore LOL plus the prometrium and estradiol.

keeping fingers crossed that at least one of the blasts implanted...

[Chrissieanddan]

I got my results back & its not active, so they are keeping me on the de regulating injections, I go back tomorrow to find out what they are going to do. Fingers crossed they can carry on.

I am trying to chill myself out. It is hard, its nice to chat to people who are in the same situation.
Are you still doing your regime?

[vingulf]

A week before I was to start my ivf "regimen", the RE discovered a cyst. He did a test and a couple of days later he was able to remove the cyst by using a long syringe and sucking it out. A week later, I was able to start my regimen. I, too, got scared when he told me he found a cyst (and it was big - I saw it on the monitor). But just like endo, sometimes cysts just appear and its nothing serious.

You're right...things happen for a reason...my mom always tell me that. Sometimes that's hard to accept and it takes a while to sink in...

Good luck!

[Chrissieanddan]

It can be hard & some days you just feel like ****. I have just started IVF you think your hormonal & upset now!! all I can say is my poor husband. Plus they have told me I have a cyst so may not be able to carry on with it. But you know what I am trying to stay positive, everything happens for a reason. The other most important thing is that your body if under pressure will not function properly thats what stress does, so putting yourself under this emotional strain will greatly effect you being able to concieve, and the reason for this is because your body tells you that with your state of mind at present you wouldnt be able to cope with the pressures of a baby. So my advice to you is please try & chill out even if just for today, have a nice warm bath, play some chill out music & think positively.

[onedaysoon]

Ashort - Sounds like maybe it's only a matter of time for you!  I hope the aspirin helps!  Yes, we got pregnant with our DD on our own.  I have PCOS and was on BC before I got pregnant, the doc thinks I ovulated on my own due to the residual hormones from the BC.  Crazy!  Anyway, we just moved so I'm seeing a new RE so we're having to start from scratch.  It's really hard b/c I feel like we're wasting time!  We'll see though.  I am cd 18 and I don't think I ovulated and I'm supposed to fax a temp sheet to the RE this week.  He'll start me on a new cycle if I haven't O'ed.  I'm only on Actos to decrease my insulin restance, he doesn't have me on clomid or anything yet!  I'm pretty discouraged!  Anyway, that's the skinny on me!

Kat - Wow!  What a rollercoaster of emotion!  I'm sorry to hear of your losses; it must have been terrible!  I'm trying to stay positive but you and I noth know how hard that is!   I wish things were easier and I wish it would just happen, I feel like everyone around me is walking on eggshells all the time!  So, let me know about your HSG!  It's really not too bad, a bit uncomfortable but for me it wasn't painful.

Ashleigh - I understand your jealousy and wish I could snap my fingers and fix it!  I'm dealing with a sister-in-law who's pregnant and a lot of friends who are as well.  Wish I had more encouraging things to say!