the longest wait of my life

i had an er on 9.12 & a 3dt on 9.15 with 2 embryos, which were both 8-cell embryos. i go in for bw this saturday, the 26th. this wait feels like eternity! i feel like i should have some symptoms, but i really don't have any. the day of the transfer & the day after, i had cramping, but now nothing. i was peeing a lot, but the nurse said that was from the medrol i was on. prior to the transfer. this is my 1st ivf so i really have nothing to compare this to. i know i shouldn't take a hpt & i won't because i don't want to get any false results. i don't know what i'll do if my bw results show that i'm negative...i will be so devastated. all i want is a healthy baby...this is so emotional. i know stress isn't good so i'm trying to not to think about it & keep myself pre-occupied with other things.

[Helen72]

I am so sorry about the stress but it's unavoidable.  Fertility issues/problems are always so emotionally draining.  Your chances are really good with two 8-cell guys in there.  I hope ivf works for you.  Best of luck!!!!

[moorebaby]

thank you so much! 6 more days...i can do it.