A wonderfully bad week

[Lemenna]

No question here...just venting.  I should have been in my 7th month right now and everybody that got pregnant at the beginning of my DH and I trying are starting to have their babies.  A friend had one on monday, my best friend yesterday, and my sis-in-law is being induced right now.  I am having the hardest time handeling it right now.  I had just been in the hospital checking on my best friend and her new little baby girl and made it to my car when my husband told me that my sis-in-law is being induced.  I just broke down in tears.  I almost feel like just giving up, but I have my first ever appointment with a RE on tuesday, so I will listen to what they say before throwing in the towel I guess.  I just hope I can make it through these next couple months.  I want so badly to be pregnant by my old due date, but that is looking grimmer and grimmer each passing day.  And this month it seems my body is completely screwed up.  Since I went off BC a year ago my periods have been 3-7 days and currently I am on day 8 of AF.  AHHHHH!!!!!!

[nutmegg]

I understand what you are going through.  I have 14 babies being born in my life between the end of August and the first week of December.  I too just went through my own wonderfully bad week were we had a godchild born, a cousin, and an other cousin had a baby (she didn't know she was pregnant until 17 weeks).  I have to say I cried alot, ate lots of chocolate and looked to my DH for support.  He has been a god send through this whole experience.  Now that I have gotten through my wonderfully bad week I can tell you I want to truly believe that when my DH and I are finally pregnant we will cherish every moment of the pregnancy and having an infant in the house.  Best of luck to you and your DH.

[sunshine1990]

sending lots of hugs your way!!!  take care.  Jen

[Lemenna]

It's THREE this week!  2 friends and a sister-in-law.  My hubby just said that they broke her water and she will be having the baby in a couple hours.  My heart hurts!

[Helen72]

I totally understand your frastration.  It seems like everyone is having a baby but you.  Life seems so unfair!   Ttc business is emotionally charginging and makes me cry when I see a pregnant woman or a new mother.  I can't even imagine how you must feel having two women in your life giving birth.  I hope your RE gives you some answers.