I honestly don't know where to begin.having an off day_ I'm getting Methotrexate shots for my arthritis every other week. from pain/managemnt dr...for the.last 5 months,been feeling extremely exhausted,passing out w/ my boots on, no energy whatsoever,just scrolling the mouse,is painful. low vitamin D I'm taking vitamin D2 1.25 MG <generic for Drisdol.and for pain Meloxicam 15 mg..still in pain,I live in pain.doing much less activity..I am ashame @ times, when I walk into an office or anywhere,I just need to sit.makes me feel, others view me as being lazy.but you can see the misery in my eyes..how do others like me, cope? I'm depressed.I have hep_C ..I can't get treated until I can cope w/ my depression better..when is better..when I can't put on a knee brace b/c of the tenderness,shooting pain..feeling helpless..ty for your time,