Hello
Sorry first of all, this is going to be a fairly long read and thanks to anyone who takes a few minutes to pay attention.
Starting from the beginning...
I was at uni for a year, never ever had a problem with acid reflux, never got heartburn, never got anxious. Was always out, partying, socialising etc with not a care in the world.
However last term at uni i began to feel really really nauseous when drinking, i didn't realise at the time having never experienced one before but as i have a huge phobia of being sick so i went into a bit of a panic attack every time this happened and made things feel worse. Eventually the nausea turned into reflux and i began to gag, this then gradually got worse and began to happen everytime i ate etc. My diet at the time was appauling, essentially it was alcohol, sweets and takeaways. There was also some smoking and drug use.
When i returned home the problems got worse to the point of nausea everyday all day, was essentially bed ridden. Went to the doctors and was diagnosed with gastritis, i got given lansoprazole 30mg. This began to work quite quickly and within a week or two i felt somewhat better, however i noticed i was having severe near sickening nausea and what i later found out to be panic attacks while out. I returned to the doctors and was told it was anxiety, simply knowing what it was i found myself able to overcome it mostly, after this was almost back to normal and continued taking my medication.
However after i continued to take the medication the symptoms returned, i was told by several people that continuing to take lansoprazole unnecessarily can lead to gastritis attacks due to having to lower amount of stomach acid. after this i stopped taking my medicine and was back to 100% - i had a few nights out drinking, back to a normal proper diet and was fine. No nausea, no reflux, no gagging and no panicking.
After this i decided to try and diet to lose weight as i am fairly over weight. I'd lost weight before and had gone about it by using a high protein moderate fat and low carb diet. This went fine for a week or two but unfortunately it seemed to bring my gastritis symptoms back.
This brings me to present day, i stopped that diet about a week ago, went back to the docs and was perscribed flupentixol for anxiety and told to start taking my lansoprazole again.
I don't know what to do here, the flupentixol is managing my anxiety well, previously a bit of reflux would send me on a panic attack. That doesn't happen, but i can't eat proper size meals or mix food types without trouble, i have permanent slight nausea, made worse by eating. I'm not sure whether i'm worrying about it and its anxiety thats causing my trouble and therefore i should stop taking lansoprazole or whether the symtpoms are 'real' and i should continue, as it doesn't seem to be doing much.
The reason i'm so concerned is because on the 12th of september i'm off on a lads holiday which no doubt is going to be a week long drinking session, i need to make sure i'm well for this!
Thanks to those who read this rant, i realise i dragged on - but i want to cover everything.
Thanks you.