I'm desperate and worrying myself to
deathDiscussing death with children
Gangrene
Liver cell death
Loss of a child - resources
Sudden infant death syndrome. I wrote a comment under the "Share how you cope..." title on 2/21/2002, please read. Basically, I'm beside myself looking for answers and
FEARFears and phobias is my greatest enemy. For 3-4 months now I suffer from chest pain, choking sensations, feels like there's a
lumpLumps in the breasts in the base of my
throatCancer - throat or larynx
Throat swab culture, coughing, sore/raw feeling in my
esophagusBarrett’s esophagus
Esophageal cancer
Esophageal perforation
Esophagitis
Esophagus
Esophagus and stomach anatomy/throat, tenderness/pain in between my
ribsRib cage pain next to my breastbone, breathing difficulties, etc. I was treated for GERD with Prevacid for 3 weeks or so with no real improvement, so the doctor told me to stop taking it and told me to go see an allergist (which I had asked about). I was taking 15 mg once a day. Do you think I didn't give it a long enough try or wasn't taking a high enough dose? I never really had the stomach pain that some have with GERD, or the burning in my esophagus...that it, until 2 nights ago. But, I do have a raw, irritated feeling constantly in my chest/esophagus, noticable when I breathe, too. I'm scared. Please help. When I think about it, maybe the chest pain accompanied by anxiety for the last several years(I too had a few trips to the ER) had something to do with GERD. I don't know.
Have you had the Ph test and or the Esohageal Manometry ? This is a helpful test.
Do you have stomach aches or pain effected by eating or an empty stomach ?
AND, this is for all who want to read it, but to "sturge", I really feel that we are sharing MUCH the same thing. (Gee, it's awfully nice of you to be sick like me!) Seriously though, I reread your comments of Mar. 4 and wanted to get in touch with you again. Because I have gone through some traumatic experiences in my life involving my loved ones and myself, I have developed an anxiety disorder, but am really trying to get well on that account too. Stress and I don't mix and I am a BIG worrier. I think that this is what has led to my problem with GERD/reflux. When I think of all the times I had chest pain, difficulty breathing, choking sensations, and thought that I was having heart attacks and certainly would die, I bet now that it was reflux after all. I wonder if we will ever get well again, don't you? Does anyone else out there wonder, too? How do such crummy things happen to such nice people? I find that sharing these things and our feelings is helping me to an extent. Somewhere in this forum I thought I read that using Xanax with your Nexium, Prevacid, etc. would help you get well. Did anyone else see this? I have Xanax but only use a half tablet when I can't sleep or am feeling particularly anxious about something. "Sturge", please keep in touch with me if you would about your situation and progress. I am trying to relax about this whole thing, but it is scary. I feel for you who developed this at an early age...prayer helps, hang in there and keep sharing!
Its funny that you mention about the "worry" all this has brought you. This is where I can relate to you a lot. One afternoon, I had a pretty bad gerd attack, and i thought i was having a heart attack. i seriously thought i was gonna die! after rushing to the ER, the doctors told me I was perfectly fine, except that i may have had heartburn. and after that i saw a GI and everything else followed. I think I'm managing my gerd well enough. I hardly ever have heartburn anymore, but as of late I've been having some persistent sore throat.
I know what you mean about the paranoia. that's exactly how I felt after getting that bad attack. its strange how suddenly my whole life changed after that incident. can u believe that after that attack i suddenly got a huge fear of flying and riding planes, out of the blue! its really weird... but like my gerd, i am deadling with this anxiety as well.