Ah where to begin! From the beginning I guess. All my life I have had emetophobia (fear of vomit). Last September I had a severely infected tooth pulled out, I was taking alot of NSAIDs for the pain for 2years before that, and the day after I had my tooth pulled, I vomited (just bile) for the first time in 10 years.
Ever since that day last September (it all came on very abruptly), I've had continuous:
-nausea (can't drink alcohol, soda or eat much anymore without this coming on),
-sharp pain above my belly button,
-indigestion/reflux and feeling over full after everytime I eat,
-pain under my ribs going around to my back (mostly on my right side)
-irregular bowel movements (constipation) - my feces is very thin, soft, sticky and looks very grainy, I sometimes only pass several little balls of feces a couple of times a day, and I've had a few cases of diorreah
The doctor had me get blood tests and an ultrasound, all came back okay except that I was a bit anemic and iron deficient. For as long as I can remember I've always felt very lethargic, I find small tasks exhausting. I have been referred to a gatro doc but unfortunantly I'm far too broke to make an appointment and I don't have health cover. I've always been able to talk myself out of vomiting, but last year I vomited bile twice. Ever since that first time I vomited I have been living in fear and living SO catiously trying hard not to vomit again. Can anyone relate/give me some assurance?