I agree with what you said and it is difficult for me but I will get threw this. Thank you for the support mammo.
Sweetie, it's a diffucult question to answer, only he knows why. I think you should hold your head high for reaching out to him and letting him know you were always there for him. Trying to second guess "why" he acted as he did will just keep you upset and I'm sure he wouldn't want this. Just trust that he had his reasons, and you respected his wishes, while still being available for him. He did things his way, as a dying person should. Don't take it personally, remember the good times, and what a wonderful friend you were. Now take care of you.
Hello mammo to some degree I felt this way but I also felt that he didn't want me to see him this way the last time we were together was in October and he was taking me to my sisters house and he just dropped me off near a corner store and said i am sorry and I didn't mean it.I felt that it was his sickness that was taking over him like you said you never know how people react that is sick with a devastating disease. But I did feel that it was wrong that I was not included he did that for his own reasons I don't know what they were but I really think he didn't want me to see him suffering because if he didn't care why was he such a good friend to me before his sickness occured. However at the hospital I felt a little uncomfortable because he was in the bathroom talking to me and his old lady friend was there and he asked me those questions and I answered them and he went on to say I will call you when I get home and he died four days later. I didn't find out to the next week. Do you really think he didn't consider me as a friend to him or was it because his sickness.
Hello this is tedabell I would appreciate if someone would answer my question in reference to a close companion that was suffering from pancreatic cancer.