bad day

[sophiebacon]

I was thinking of my first born. Amelie.
I miss her so much and feel guilty because of this new one on the way. I just want my old baby back.
I wrote a letter to her and couldn't stop crying. Things happen for a reason and I can't see anything good that came out of Amelie leavimg me.
I kept saying I'm sorry and I don't think she accepts it. It can't be enough. I feel horrible.

[Nov7thmommy]

I know what u mean, that happened in October last year and I still think about my son, I stopped crying when I got pregnant because my councilor told me that wasn't good for the baby

[gsbabeh]

Be strong, im sorry for your lost. This would be my 5th pregnancy and im still crying for my miscarriages

[sophiebacon]

I was told I would never forget* sorry

[sophiebacon]

Thank you. I was told if never forget. And it would be as vivid as if I gave birth this morning. Sadly they were right

[Nov7thmommy]

I'm so sorry for your loss, I lost one at 17 weeks last year,his name is noah, and I talk to him all the time, I keep telling him to take care of his baby brother, I'm 33 weeks now and in his honor, we're middle naming our son with his big brother's name

[dorkiemama83]

Oh I'm so sorry for your lost. My mom lost two babies in a 2 year span.my mom felt the same way as you do.

[sophiebacon]

I guess I should've mentioned that

[sophiebacon]

No. Stillborn

[gsbabeh]

Is she alive ?