I am a man,heterosexual, 35 years, married for 08 years without extra marital relationship, free from disease. I´ve read several times the posts before to scribe this one. 03 days ago I traveled to Sao Paulo for a work conference and went to a nightclub sex costly. Do not drink alcohol infirm drop of reason not to lose. I met a young sex worker and spent just one hour together. The same appeared to be very careful and methodical, measured my penis before beginning the act to find the best condom, asked us to remove any props that might scratch as watches, bracelets and ask we to took a shower before we start sex.
I put the condom first with all the right techniques, then sucked her breasts, her navel, I received protected oral sex, and practiced insertive vaginal sex also protected. There was no kissing on the mouth , anus or vagina. By removing my penis from her vagina, I noticed that it was absolutely nice, normal integrity, with sperm inside and two drops of blood on the outside of the condom that covers the glans. The drops didn´t came from me. I removed the condom and no signs of blood stain on me elsewhere. Again we separate bathroom, new washing, put new condom and got new protected oral sex from her and vaginal insertive protected. Ejaculated inside the condom and outside her vagina because of the risk of rupture, and make new separate bathroom hygiene.
I am so afraid it was the first (and last) that have relationships outside of my marriage. And all this was much more frightening than pleasurable for me. I am convinced that I have no emotional structure to another time.
I am a pacient in treatment generalized anxiety disorder with clonazepam and paroxetin, and didn’t sleep fine in three days, I have no appetite and tachycardia. I got some evidence to be tested for this ocasion? I´m afraid just thinking in to be tested. God bless you.