Hi Doctor,
In May, I had protected sex with a sex worker. Did not worry about it. Felt safe, moved on.
On Friday June 6th, I engaged in protected sex with a sex worker again (different woman). She put the condom on me, performed oral (while the condom was on), and then I inserted my penis into her vagina for about one to two minutes. I did not ejaculate and pulled out. She then went on to perform oral again with the condom on me. Then we tried to have sex again with a different condom, but due to anxiety I lost my erection and our session ended.
(1) Because she performed oral on me before we had sex, is it possible that she may have created a tear in the condom? She was going really hard. And also, she used lube, (2) I heard some lubes cause condom failure as well?
I did not see the condom break, but can't confirm that it was intact either (i have never witnessed a condom breaking so i do not know what it is like).
4-5 days after this incident I have: sore throat, runny nose, headache, fever, sore left eye lid, my tongue was hurting for a bit, and mild cough. I was prescribed amoxicillin and some other anti-biotic for my eyelid. The medication is helping somewhat. (3) Could this be me seroconverting?
Also, the sex worker looked like she was in her 40s. I am only 21. For some reason, it kind of looked like she had HIV. It was just something about her face (the fat on her cheeks maybe?).
(4) Would you recommend a HIV test for me?
(5) And what are the chances I have HIV (all things considered - symptoms, exposure, sex workers)?
(6) Would I have known if the condom broke and if it did, is my risk high?
This fear has taken the last 4 days of my life. I am trying to move on. But it's been hard. I dealt with similar anxiety last year after engaging in unprotected sex with my girlfriend. But, this time it was a sex worker (protected most likely), so I feel like I have reason to worry again.
Thank you, Doctor.