I live in a country where HIV testing is mandated and is public with the result. Therefore one gets irrational as the day comes along. I have never had penetrative sex, only oral and lots of deep kissing and my stomach is churning with anxiety. I have driven Teak and co up the wall but just need some reassurance on how to marshal the anxiety and corral it. I do need that...and no ,there are no counsellors available. Can some expert reassess my risk factors.