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just cannot get over it?
Hello I have recently been through hell i thought i contracted hiv. So i got tested  and was negative at 79 days along wkth the girl whom i had sex with but i also gave oral sex to a guy a day before my other exposure. Any ways i have been told i m ok by multiple times but i m still scared i just cant get over it it i have destroyed 2 months of my life worrying over this.  I feel so frustrated that i have become superstitious, i am looking for supernatural signs everywhere i have a phobia of coincidences(dont even know if thats real) when ever i see anything related  to hiv i freeak out also when i see something of very low probability hapening i think of my chances of hiv and start calculating. I am also an emotional and mental wreck all day i search the web continously which has made me even more messed up today is the 85 day i think i m gonna test today dont even know if it will help. While waiting for tests i cant be calm even if i want to. I have this superstition that if i stop worrying my test might be pos. Would a test help? Can anyone help me ?  
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My bad posted twice by mistake
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Your best bet at this point is personal, professional mental help through a psychiatrist and psychologist (both).
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