Condom..

[stressedboy92]

If a condom is broken, would it still be able to hold water? Or would the water just run straight though it?

[stressedboy92]

I am so sorry. I've just wasted so much of everyone's time.
I am going to get help.

[stressedboy92]

I really want to. I just want to be sure that I truly had no risk before I can fully accept that this is all in my head and then I can address my mental health.

[nursegirl6572]

Go back and reread my reply on the anxiety forum, and maybe try for a day to NOT search the internet or post new questions.  This behavior is absolutely going to keep you stuck in this fear.

[nursegirl6572]

I JUST got done telling you that this kind of reassurance seeking will keep you stuck in your anxiety.  You didn't even TRY.  

You need to get some help.  If you don't try to help yourself, you will not get this under control.

Sigh.

[stressedboy92]

I'm just alone, and young, and terrified. I was not ready for any of this.

[stressedboy92]

I know, and I feel really guilty about posting about this again and cycling.
I am sorry for wasting your time. But is everything I have posted above correct?

[Teak]

You have already been advised multiple times that you never had an exposure.

[stressedboy92]

And if there was visible semen in the condom, can i be sure it was not broken?
I know that I have asked a lot of questions around this, it is not my intention to anger anyone or abuse the forum, I just really cannot find an answer to this.