First off, i have a major fear of HIV (for at least a year now) and i have just got out of a 3 month relationship.
I'm worried that my ex may have passed HIV onto me because he's bicurious and has a reputation for kissing (but not doing other stuff) to both genders when drunk (regardless of whether hes dating or not). I had the hiv, gonorrhea, syphilis, chlamydia, herpes, etc tests a week after we broke up and they came back negative. I was fine and happy, until i started remembering back to something my ex said when we was still going out and at a party - he basically said "ive sucked off 7 guys" whilst he was right next me - i know hes only ever done gay stuff with one guy before we got together. Everyone i know has said that he didn't cheat on me and that people do say stupid/untrue things when drunk, but i literally cannot get it out of my head. TL:DR, i think that my ex cheated on me with loads of guys and has passed on HIV to me and that it wont of shown up yet.
Thank you for your time and please help me, i am literally falling apart with worry.