Need ur expert feedback..please
I came to USA 6-7 months back from india..and i was put
up in motels..i had called a SW ...she was black..though
her pic on internet was of a white person..a fake.
Anyways it goes like this : She was tall 5 9"..im 5 7"..
initially i put on a condom
-job.
then..since i was nervous..my ***** didnt get hard.
next i put my underwear on ..and i kissed her nipples,
with mouth closed..throughout ..note: i had a mouth sores..
then ..she lay on her back and i kissed her back and ejaculated
using my underwear..the semen was in the condom
I know that session was for 30 min as i paid her only for 30min time
and asked her to leave.
Now i left the motel..and went to another motel and after a week..i had 3-4 days of flu
(chin,forehead), dehydration, vommit,sweating,occasional headaches, body aches,strange tingling in legs,cramps. i took Anti-histamines..and it caused de-hydration..fainting feeling while at work.
I also had frozen food.(Lean Cusine--stuff).in micromave..and ate some mexican burritos (not packaged) and hot-peas..and frozen food cooked (microwave)
My Question is : Was it as case of food poisioning as symptoms are nearly similar..Do i need to test..its approx 5 months back.
I felt totally alright now..i was under a lot of stress i was a software project ..all those problems are gone ..no weight loss or sweats or loss of appetite.. but..i have been having..only skin problems..like pimples on my chin with pus sometimes, and forehead
Is it due to stress /acne ??..i have been applying cortasoid creams and it recovers ..but comes back..
Then recently i used an antioxidant cleanser and it was much better..chin pimples are gone..
Can drinking water cause..pimples..as i see tap-water here is very milky not clear sometimes..
Im very scared..im a indian and if i have hiv..i know i will commit
suicide immediately..im scared to test..im unmarried age 36..
Im dreading to do a test..as i still very nervous. kindly reply me..
One more thing...i had kissed her A-ss..with my lips..closed..
The other thing is im not sure if this black SW went for sex change etc ie; male
as she was tall..she told me she had a kid..
i regret this episode..but im very depressed now..and i feel like
a sinner..
From what you wrote, no risk. For HIV transmission you need 1) unprotected vaginal/anal 2) shared needle drug user, 3) mother to child
Sounds like you don't qualify for 1), since that requires actual penetration, and it sounds like you were protected regardless, no qualify for 2) and 3)
thanks..for your reply...yes ur rt i didnt have case 1)
and case 2) ....
hopefully..i can be at peace..as i was planning to get married soon.
my best wishes to all in this forum..Anxiety can be really troublesome
and kicks in lot of side-effects.