In a foreign country I had what looked to be a positive HIV 1&2 antibody test. The test was "reactive" with less than 1,0 on the test being negative and greater than 1,0 being "reactive", my result was: 2,1 S/CO, or reactive. No follow up test as I was in foreign country (albeit in a top, modern, 'American' hospital) This was exactly 1 month after what I thought was exposure via insertive/receptive unprotected male-male sex. One week previously (3 weeks after assumed exposure) I began a very bad illness: fever, fatigue, loss of appetite, potentially mouth/tongue discoloration and sores, very bad sore throat and night sweats. After about 10 days of illness (3 days after the test a little over 4 1/2 weeks after assumed exposure) the symptoms faded, but some have continued to a certain extent for the last month: some tiredness, night sweats, going to the bathroom at least twice or more/day and a general sense of "not well". I had begun to accept the fact of being positive, however, finally being back in the US and in a city this week and in a place where I could seek out medical care, I was told I would need to retest to confirm before I could be enrolled in support programs. They said they would perform a rapid test, and if that too was positive they would send away for confirmation of results. At what is now almost exactly 2 months (61 days) after (assumed exposure) and a little over one month after the start of the flu-like symptoms I had a Uni Gold rapid blood test that came back negative!! Needless to say I began to cry, I had begun to TRY to accept this and figure out a way to get into treatment, I was certain, and then this. In trying to subdue any optimism just yet, I realize that it is possible to still test negative on an antibody test at 8 weeks - the center suggested a viral load test (that they could not perform) and now I will not be anywhere near a place where I could have this test until sometime next week!! I am desperately trying to avoid any emotions of relief that try to overcome me - but this is just such a strange, strange situation. Please if anyone has any advice, or knows of a Dr. online or site that gives information about test results. I read some places that at 2 months an antibody test should be 95% accurate, some said even more, as much as 99+% accurate, some seemed to suggest less accuracy at 8 weeks. Trying to limit rambling, I have a few questions, as I will not be in a city where I can perform more test for another week, and I don't know what to think at this point: After starting into what I had assumed to be ARS, acute seroconversion illness, would it not be likely to have antibodies 1 month post start of this illness? Is the act of seroconversion and the illness mean that the body has begun to recognize and produce antibodies - even if some aspects of the illness seemed to continue for sometime after the more sever 1 week period? I know that I need the viral load test to confirm, and then antibody testing at 3 months, but now at 2 months and with these results, what should I think while waiting to take the test next week? The Ora gold rapid blood test was performed in one of the major free clinic's in Manhattan, so I imagine quality is relatively high, and on the paper, it said Test for HIV 1 & 2 antibodies - my final question is, seeing as I was in a foreign country in Eastern Europe, is there a chance that this is an HIV 2 infection that was not picked up, or a rare strain of HIV 1 that was caught on the 1st test and not the 2nd? As noted on the paper, does Ora gold really test for HIV 1 and 2? My thought was that if the first test really had been a true positive result to HIV antibodies, another antibody test one month later would also be positive. I am mortified that over the next few days optimism will get the best of me, and then I will have to go though this all over again - I'm not sure my mind/spirit can take that right now.... Thank you very, very much for any help/thoughts/ideas/suggestions.