Hello guys- I know this seems crazy, but I can't seem to get it off my mind and I'm scared.
I have never had intercourse at all; however, I'm afraid of contracting HiV through the restrooms..
Now I have heard that people dont contract HiV through the restrooms- because for the most part- toilets are clean, the water is cleaner then fountain water, and hiv cannot live outside in the air for more then 20 seconds...
However, sometimes when Im constipated, i use a laxative just toilet paper in the butt really quick to get the **** out. I know sick huh. Anyways- sometimes I get an anal fissure it seems- bleeding that is. Could I possibly contract hiv through toilet paper and or the toilet? Im really scared, cuz I have done this *thing* for the past year or so...
Im so dumb.. I havent even had sex, and in college I have had microbiology.
I mean I should be smart and just say to myself that even if there was blood on the toilet paper i used- it would dry the cell out through osmosis, and other various factors thus the hiv virus would die out really quickly, since its host is not in any condition to survive.
Am I freaking crazy? Should I get tested or what?....