Oh I know. I have a history with this matter and I have used this and the anxiety forum to adress my problems for a long time. I was doing good and have accepted the facts. What triggered my axniety again was the damn timeframe and the symptoms of my illness that are in sync of what ars could be.
I know that you can not give an answer I havent read a thousand times on the internet. I have beat this anxiety thing again I will do it again.
I know that I put my self in danger when I practice uprotected oral sex (even not for hiv). Things in my life are not great the past two years and I guess it made me weak and I just did not resist. I cant blame anyone but me.
You need to start addressing your anxiety. We can't give you a satisfying answer to your question because we already have answered the questions. Your anxiety and fear does not let you see things logically. I suggest that you seek psychological help and fast because things like that can develop a more serious and chronic anxiety problem. If you can not believe that, then you will have to seek professional help. Good luck.
You have been long enough in the forum to know why we reiterate again and again they oral sex does not carry any risk of HIV infection.
Bro.. I say this out of kindness. You have known the risks you take when you have sex outside a monogamous relationship. Why not take precautions? Use a condom even for oral, it will cut down on your anxiety and unnecessary worries. Not to mention to lower the risk of other STIs as well which you might have exposed yourself to when you had unprotected oral.
Now to your questions, you had no risk with the kissing, masturbation nor the oral sex. You don't have to test for HIV. Work with your doctor to sort out your ailments. Its not HIV.