I tried to leave you guys alone but the hotlines have gotten me back here sry

I called the california hotline 3 different times, and there I was told that if my lip was bleeding and the person I was deep french kissing was bleeding that there is a chance of transmission.Sorry to keep bothering u guys i know ur busy with ppl who have major concerns but this is the only thing that is keeping me sane. I will test at 3 months but thats a long minute. Tested neg at 40 days i was told that was not reliable enough since there was or could have potiential blood involved. I stopped looking through the net only go here and thebody.com which really isnt helping its about as good as the hotlines in my case. When I read the docs messages to ppl he never really talks about blood only saliva and im not having a problem with that. However everyone else on here says it has to be profuse bleeding or gaping or gushing blood or kissing dracula with a profuse bleeding wound what does that mean anyways a mouth full of blood. Mine was I pulled a piece of skin off and it bled a little i wouldnt consider that profuse bleeding. I dont know if it was bleeding more during the kiss or not if I could figure that out i would be ok moreover i wish i could remember if that person was bleeding in there mouth. My throat is sore and has been for a few weeks now sometimes i think i have a fever but my partner says im warm but not feverish i still have some diarreha i dont eat that much lately so i know im loosing weight. I keep saying im not hiv positive to myself but after talking to those people and im assuming there trained i got really freaked out again.