Invisible sperm

Hi guys, quick question I recently had sex with a femal protected. Is it possible for the sperm to go down on the side of the penis when you ***. I didnt notice a lot of sperm in the tip. Does that mean a whole was in the condom. I didnt do the water balloon test. What the chance I contracted HIV. The condom I know didnt break because I had that happen to me before and it goes down the penis like a hoola hoop. Please advise. Should I take a RNA test

[worried826]

As long as the head of your penis was covered up you are safe and at no risk. Dont even bother getting tested and please dont bother posting a "what if" response. You wore a condom, it didnt break, you are fine.

[jiggaman1]

You right I think I am just paranoid. Anxiety is a killer. Guilt is also.  I need to chill.

[worried826]

Yeah anxiety and guilt will screw your mind all up.

[jiggaman1]

Do you know anything about the symptoms of anxiety. My back is tight as **** and it fills like my I have a lumb in my throat. Is this normal for anxiety. I also cant sleep and have nightmares of positive results. Sometimes I come back into reality.  I also fell the need to go to the washroom for no reason. Is this normal

[worried826]

Yes those are all symptoms of anxiety and I get with them as well, especially when I find soemthing to worry about. I never understood the bathroom thing but yeah anxiety causes that too, I sometimes find myself in and out of the bathroom for no reason, its weird. Sleep issues and vivid dreams are two of the most common anxiety induced problems.

If you want go over to the anxiety forum and talk to people there and you will see you arent alone by any means. Tons of people suffer from anxiety but most would never notice it. Nobody would ever gusss I have anxiety problems.