Nicky,
It was told to you before that you did not have any risk even the doc told you the same, there's no point in wasting time thinking about HIV, cuz you can't get HIV through the mentioned incidence
Your fears are all due to anxiety, see a shrink, HIV is not your problem !
Mike
i have been all around the web searching HIV.
understand that the virus becomes inactive once in contact with air.
hence, if you had rubbed your penis, or tried inserting your finger inside the urethra or did any damn thing, you cant get affected this way..
understand please :)
The fact that you're getting counseling is awesome. However, you should probably talk to your parents and your family doctor about starting meds. The combination of meds and therapy is much, MUCH more effective than either one alone...