I dont know if I lost my condom on withdrawal or before. I THINK I saw the condom hanging out of my partner's vagina however I am not sure. What i am sure of is that she threw it away immediately after I withdrew. Does this mean I lost it on withdrawal? Had I lost it before, would my parter or me "feel" a difference? (I vaguely remember the condom rapidly slipping out when I withdrew but again, I am not sure. I was sober but somehow dont remember much about this incident)
i think your anxiety is getting the best of you. if you "think" you saw the condom hanging out...then you saw the condom hanging out !
yes...you should feel the difference if the condom had ruptured.