MY FIRST TIME I ALREADY COMMITED SUICIDE! Cold Sweats

MY FIRST TIME I ALREADY COMMITED SUICIDE!

my first time with a Sexual Workers  we have un-protected oral but it was a tad quick, after that we had protected intercourse but it was 7 mins, a quicky, but i cum inside of her twice, and i was worried perhaps a chance of condom slippage when my penis lose its power to errect, or condom failure, anyways, out of depression and worry about me having first time and contracting HIV or other std's

to my distress, i spray alcohol 70% solution all over my genital for 2 days and on the 3rd day i poured alcohol all over my genital...

no symptoms yet, but i began reading all STD's and reading it causes me even to be more depress and worried soo much, and 3 weeks after exposure, i began having the symptoms of discharges.... i even went to 5 types of doctor, 2 urologist, 1 infected specialist, 1 internal med, 1 pathologist and 1 psychiatrist... and 5 of them told me you really need a psychiatrist! lolz

what worst is, i tried reading the symptoms of possible hiv and syphilis infection that made me very paranoid

SYMPTOMS that i have encountered, but i dont know if its psychosomatic
1. headache
2. nausea
3. cold sweats
4. rashes - I have URTICARIA since i was a child, so i cannot confrim this...
5. un-controllabe discharges
6. muscle aches
7. muscle twitch
8. CARPAL TUNNEL SYNDROME
9. Diarrea (diarrhea) (diarrhea)
10. swelling glands on the armpit - perhaps of me being paranoid, i keep touching it, and irritated it, or perhaps due
to psychosomatic trauma illness.. or focus sensitivity but there is no bumps yet...



the doctors aren't very conclusive, because they told me somehow i had chlymedia since i have discharge of a  colorless fluid.. and one of them suggest i do a 1 week doxycyline treatment...

everything seems fine but i still get a burining sensation after masterbation (masturbation) (masturbation) and urinating makes it worst...
but urinating without masterbation (masturbation) (masturbation) is like normal, no burning sensation, but its just weird
until now there are still un-control discharges...

anyway,  i am going to have a NAT or PCR testing for HIV and syphilis on my 3rd month.. and i want them to find the source of infection, cuz i think even without std, pouring alcohol on the genital for 3 days might cause this symptoms...



i even took 1 week of doxycycline, although it improve something i think, but when i urinate no pain, but after ejaculation, and when i urinate, i will get a burning sensation...

and now is my 2nd month now and i have experience frequent Cold Sweats, muscle twitches and spasm...
My doctor gave me meds dolo-neurobion and eperisone myonal tablets to east my muscle involuntary movement
and after taking this meds my cold sweats became even more serious... to a point when i woke up my bed is drench and wet.....

and i want to know what causes this! can't wait for the 3rd month to have HIV/syphilis check, cuz i want to have my PEACE OF MIND!!

they say also PCR/NAT TEST for hiv is very sensitive, in can detect if your infected just 22 days after exposure, since they use it for blood blanks and they dont want Varial disease to be transfuse to others..

SO DOC any comments?

[Teak]

You never had a risk of contracting HIV.

[OverUnTimed]

Why is that you say he never had the risk of contracting HIV, doesn't unprotected oral sex carry little risk?

[OverUnTimed]

Why is that you say he never had the risk of contracting HIV, doesn't unprotected oral sex carry little risk?

[shawking]

as i read along, oral sex is safe sex... and contracting hiv through oral is most, unlikely....

iam not sure even myself but.... oh well