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Penetration or not
Dear Friends,
Maybe this question is to gay people, who might consult me.
2 days ago I met a young couple (man and woman) in a club. We went to my hotel room later, for some more drinks. Then me and the girl started extensive kissing and touching. And the man appeared to be gay. He was trying to approach me all the time, but I was pushing him away. After some time, when I was naked in bad with the girl, I noted that the guy, also naked came to me from behind. And I felt his penis on my butt and back. When I realised that, I pushed him away again and asked not to do that anymore.
I have to say that we all were extremely drunk. And from that night I have a lot of gaps in my memory. To ilustrate that. Next day someone told me that we had a telephone conversation. And I denied that, because I didn't remember even having the phone call. But when I checked my phone, yes, there was there.
And the episodes above are what I remember. hope that he didn't penetrate me. And I'm really worried about all that. I hope the guy didn't penetrate me.
Finally we all didn't have any sex at all, to my memory.
So, as I have no gay experience in my life, my question is. Would I feel penetration even completely drunk? And would I feel some pain or something next day in my ***? I had some sliglty burning sensation from the outside of my anus, but maybe that is only a kind of aniexy?
Of course, I feel terribly bad and shame about all that these couple of days.. And can't even look into my wife's eyes. Don't know what to do....
Maybe this question is to gay people, who might consult me.
2 days ago I met a young couple (man and woman) in a club. We went to my hotel room later, for some more drinks. Then me and the girl started extensive kissing and touching. And the man appeared to be gay. He was trying to approach me all the time, but I was pushing him away. After some time, when I was naked in bad with the girl, I noted that the guy, also naked came to me from behind. And I felt his penis on my butt and back. When I realised that, I pushed him away again and asked not to do that anymore.
I have to say that we all were extremely drunk. And from that night I have a lot of gaps in my memory. To ilustrate that. Next day someone told me that we had a telephone conversation. And I denied that, because I didn't remember even having the phone call. But when I checked my phone, yes, there was there.
And the episodes above are what I remember. hope that he didn't penetrate me. And I'm really worried about all that. I hope the guy didn't penetrate me.
Finally we all didn't have any sex at all, to my memory.
So, as I have no gay experience in my life, my question is. Would I feel penetration even completely drunk? And would I feel some pain or something next day in my ***? I had some sliglty burning sensation from the outside of my anus, but maybe that is only a kind of aniexy?
Of course, I feel terribly bad and shame about all that these couple of days.. And can't even look into my wife's eyes. Don't know what to do....
Thanks anuj007! I also think that I'm just anxious. Just worried about those blackouts of my memory. But, sorry for asking, do you have a personal experience, or you just think so? And how about next day feeling?
if u had penis in ur bum u would felt it even in sleep u would have felt it u cant escape the feeling ur just anxious no need of test if u cant control anxiety 3 month test which will give u neg on paper as proof to ur mind
if u had penis in ur bum u would felt it even in sleep u would have felt it u cant escape the feeling ur just anxious no need of test if u cant control anxiety 3 month test which will give u neg on paper as proof to ur mind
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